放假了~

The exam ended on last friday
I dont know how the result looks like
because I only revise fews things for the final
this is the first time
that I din't well prepared
before I step into the hall

I din't study
because need to work for factory
the warehouse sales held during the final exam
although hestitated a lot on it
but I finally decide to help
rather than study which only for my own result
the warehouse sales is more important for this big team
I can't contribute a lot
I tried my best to help
the feeling is special from everythings
it is worth although it may influenced my results

some subject is dangerous for me
but I think the god will always help me
not everytime
but when I need the god
I wished that I can pass it

If I fail any of the subject
my scholarship will gone
I need to pay more if I want to continue study
but if I fail
I think I will choose to escape
although study is suitable for me
but I'm not really like to study

In this sem
I learned a lot
not only study
but also how to face the stress
and others
I hate this sem
but I enjoy this sem too~
and so happy that this sem ended so fast

now I'm free for three month
no need to study
no need to work
Is so boring~~~
and make me always miss people
haiz~!
I would like to find job for part time
anyone can introduce me some nice job?
I want to try different experience
I want to learn different type of things
I want to study how a worker behave

I would like to sport too
long time din't play sport already
anyone want to join me?
volleyball~ badminton~ bowling~
futsal~ ping pong~ basketball~
miss ball rather than miss people already
haha~

now I'm hesitated
what should I do
during this 3 months~

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我正在怀疑我自己
这次我是认真的吗
一次又一次的失去
已经让我不敢继续
放弃了却忘不干净
何时才能脱离困境
我还真的没有勇气
但我必须学会努力
努力忘记全部过去
重新寻找我的默契
但我急需某些鼓励

开朗的你
感染了我

教会了我

激励了我
你心里是否也有我？
你是否曾经认真呢？

miss you so much~ !!!

~O.o~ ~o.o~ ~o.O~

终于得空打扫这里的灰尘了

久等了各位，对不起~~~

谢谢关注我的每一位朋友~=D

Is going be end~

So happy
finally arrived at the last week of this sem
next week is study break
after that will be final exam
and also I need to work
I like it
Final and work come together ~

Today finish the management mid-term
now only waiting for final
everythings so far so good =D
I start feeling relax after this test
tonight gonna be a good night ^^~~~
must sleep 99

the distance of the environment that I hate
become more and more far from me <3
very happy happy happy now~

what I was thinking now is
how I spend the coming long sem break
I plan to sleep ~
but sleeping is boring too
anyone want to date me out? =D
I want to play~~~!!!

tired

Finally a lot of assignment has been settle
now left the QM assignment
but it was not a hard assignment
what need to do now is busy for Mid-term
hope can score some marks in Mid-term
so that final exam won't be so stress

Final exam is coming soon
this time I din't aim any target
what I want is only to pass every subject
everyone maybe think that it is easy for me
but what can I tell is only I feel stress to pass it

the ways that teacher teach
is totally different from high school and foundation
at the beginning of the semester
I can't absorb anythings from every lecture
but luckily I got take 3 month foundation class
It helped me a lot on this sem...

next monday is micro mid-term
Im worry about it
because I din't learn it before
and din't have any basic on this subject
keep thinking can I pass it ?
the another subject is management
It needs a lot of time to study it
but I didn't have time to touch it
due to so many assignment
both come together
make me can't concentrate
on study and also doing assignment

after the mid-term test
it is English presentation
Im excited on it
but this time
the topic is not easy to present well
it is hard for me
to think about
how to make the presentation fun and interesting
but until now
I have no idea...
I need ideas right now

I more expected to finish sem 1 faster
and hope that I can change tutorial group next sem
this tutorial group didn't have good study environment
study with them make me feels stressful
I hope everythings can faster go to the end

It is stess?

finally can come back to blogging...
hahaha~~~
is it too stress?
ya... it is stress...
but not until the level of 'too'
stress please stay far from me~~~

now Im better in time managment
after attending the workshop
it is worth and work
and can control myself not to play game already~!

I sleep around 12 oclock recently
it is tired
but I should adapt it
this is college life
as sistA tell me~
hahaha~~~!

now is more relax than last time
even the assignment is more than last time
is it a good phenomena?
I think so...

only left one month plus plus time...
the sem1 is going to be end sould
I can do it right?
hahaha~~~

what to do next?
EB assignment, Accounting Assignment
EB presentation, Managment Presentation
Managment oral report, Econ mid-term test
QM assignment and etc.....

now I'm facing the study problem
about economy and managment...
it was really hard...
because of my poor english >when can my english become better 0.0?

Im happy that I have new friends
they all are friendly
and everyone of them got their expert
responsibility, talking, studying, making people happy etc.

now wont feel stress as previous previous previous week
=D =P =X =) => =]

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sorry for not attending the S3ACJ gathering again...
because for certain reason...
only attend for a while
but only few people arrive that time 0.0~~~!
someone say Im angry...
but I din't feel angry la 0.0!!!
just maybe rushing...
so my face look black a bit XD
dont misunderstand my expression ya~~~
Forgive ME~~~!
________________________________

wish you all happy birthday...
who born in October...
can't wish one by one
because so many people on October 0.0!!!

累

I'm so tired

but I would not give up

still have many things to do

STRESS

you can fight me

I can fight you back

I dont want always be the loser

I can fight you down !

Just finished

management and accounting assignment

coming soon is moral mid-term

EB assignment

Accounting assignment 2

Managment assignment 2

Moral oral report

and so so so

I can learn a lot

but I hate to do all these things

I need someone help to clear these

This week was a tired week

just back from cousin's birthday party

doesn't sleep enough for whole week

tomorrow still want wake up to play badminton

actually the time is fully book

but I need learn to face it

that's part a college student need to learn

TIME MANAGEMENT

sometimes can't control myself

but I need to

Long time to stay with book

when can it be stop?

My eyes it damn hurt

because of these type of life

My stomach can't function nicely

almost everyday will stomachache

My health seems like so bad now

I want to sport

but no time for me to enjoy it

I really need you...

呼~~~（5）

昨天打开了Student Portals来看
看看英文的报告如何
结果发现matching只有5%
感到很兴奋
竟然只有5%
哈哈
因为之前听到的
有37%，38%，39%的
甚至有几个是40%，42% 的
只有5%真惊讶

那烦人的EB报告终于成为了past tense
哈哈~~~很开心说
但是还有很多很多的报告要交
包括放假后的第一天就要叫上accounting 报告
然后又有test。。。
真是的~~~烦~~~！
丢了两科test的分数
还有两科我不会再乱丢分了

假期来得正是时候
让我好好的赶上去
让我充电充电一番
准备好面对剩下的9~10个星期
还真长呀~~~~~~~~~！！！

呼~~~（4）

今天去了老人院
早上还真的不想去
但没办法
不去不行
做moral project
不然睬它都傻

但这一去还真的体会到不同的东西
对我来说那几个小时一点都不浪费
老人家的固执让我敬佩
也让我想到了当年外公生病的时候
我不敢去碰他
感觉到自己很没用
自己的外公
只应为有病和肌肉松软
我就不敢帮他按摩
我做到的
只是陪他下棋
当时他已经神智不清了
也是最后一次
最接近的互动吧
过没多久他就逝世了
我是不是很没用呢？！

至于公公
他逝世前并没有什么最后的互动
因为没有机会
一切来得太突然了
没想到他坚持不过
但我到不觉得有太多的遗憾
因为在同他住在一起的那段日子
我是最常听他说‘故事’的孙子吧@@!!!
在搬家前都有经常陪他坐在电视机前看戏
但没什么陪他聊天
因为那时我的性格
我不善长于聊天
只会乖乖的听‘故事’
其实还蛮不错听的
对他最深刻的印象
就是每当在做功课的时候
都叫我头要抬高
不然会近视
也或许是因为他
今天的我还不必带上眼镜吧
（就快了==lll）

在老人院那吸收得不少
做人最重要的是知足
但有多少个人会知足呢？
院长问了一个问题
一个人最重要的两个东西是什么？
1。钱 2。恩师
的确还蛮有道理的
他人还挺谦虚的
教会了我们
却怕伤害到我们
不断重复
‘我说的不一定是对的，
你们大学生学得比我们多，
不对的话就不要听吧’
其实根本没有所谓的对或错
只在于人怎么去看待
一种米样百种人
有些人认为是对的
但也不见得它是没错呀
只在于那个人的良知到了什么程度

院长的很多话
我都听进去了
包括快快结婚
当场的男生和女生突然尴尬起来
当然也不是说我会马上找一个啦
只是他说的有道理
现在的人越来越挑剔
就像我大哥那种
人不可能是完美的
总会有需要弥补的裂痕
要去学会接受他/她的缺点
习惯了以后
那就不再是缺点了
而是少了那‘缺点’
你就会感觉到全身不自在的那种
很有道理，不是吗？XD

呼~~~（3）

3/9星期四
in UWE-Sem1
there are quite little people
who graduate from UEC
but Im quite lucky to be one of them
a group that I familiar with
get me the feeling of comfart
about 10 people like that
most of them is from Johor
normally we sit together in lecture
although we are from different tutorial group
I love this group rather than my tutorial group
during thursday
Du Hong and I join Sin YI, Fun Fun,
Sook Wah, Zhi Liang and Michi
go to library to print note
that day I only realise
realise many of them
get a lot of As in UEC exam
and some of them is UEC top 50
I shocked that movement
wow~~~too pro already
I have a chance to know the top 50 student
haha...got chance to see how they study

谈着谈着
突然谈到关于学习的
我才发现
原来不只我一个人感到压力
车祸的那一天
我真的想过是否该放弃了
这环境根本就不属于我的
报告是我一直以来都不喜欢的东西
要不是她劝我
我看我已经踏入社会了
可是现在呢？
我的心态还是跟进入学院前一样
读书只是为了张文凭
可是文凭对我来说
只是重要
还没到非常重要的那种地步
没文凭我一样可以活下去

从谈天中发现
原来我们都是一样的
一样的面对压力
一样的不明白Micro & Managment
一样的冒出了停学或转学的念头
一样的还没适应这环境
听了他们所说的
我更不应该放弃
我就是要偏向虎山行
我就不信我赢不了那老虎
我就是要改变命运

况且现在遇到一个星期的假
我不信我赶不上课程
更何况一个星期的假
对我来说是最有用的
因为不会懒惰、浪费
不长也不短
刚刚好够我用

呼~~~（2）

I start feeling stress
because of taylor's stupid division office
because of subang's stupid traffic problem
because of my stupid english
because of I can't catch what teacher teaching
the life is totally different from foundation
I'm start hating the life in taylor
hate to face that environment

although I have a big gang in my class
but I dont feel happy
are they using me?
dont know
I just know that this is a time for me to learn
learn from different kind of people
learn from different kind of challenge
why were them first consider
to take me away from the gang?
because Im not good in mangament?
so helpless in the assignment?
why were you all choose me as another group leader
after you all take me away from the gang
why are you all so realistic
when got test want to sit beside me
when no test just left me away?
by the way, if you all want be like that
I would just let you all continue
at the end of the semester
dont come and beg me to help you all
that kind of feeling really sucks
I dont know why still got people can stand for it

Im now a leader for my managment group assignment
in my group
one from tanzania, one from indonesia
and three of us from UEC
it was really hard to communicate
and also hard to lead this group
Du Hong cant understand english well
two foreign cant understand chinese
what language should I used to discuss?
and also
only me got driving car to school
but Im not so know about all those places
when want to survey
I dont have any idea
I realise that I didn't even have my own judgment
in doing everythings
Im not suitable to be a leader
Im only suitable to be a good helper
FOREVER!!!
really miss my foundation english group
what things I need also have
compare now to that group
no one could really help me a lot
one member who know chinese and could speak english
had change group to the others group
now their group have 7 people
and my group only have 5 people
IS HARD TO COMMUNICATE >and I need to call the company in this week
Im really scared anythings will happen
I have run out from my shadow
scolding by stranger >why I cant get away from it?!
the event had been pass for 12 years
why I still cant forget it!!!
It make me will drop tears everytime
when argue with others
I really HATE argue with others!!!

now the god want to challenge me
but I would say that
I wont so easy to give up
especially to DESTINY!!!
hope I could learn many things from that>

呼~~~(1)

Finally
Im back to blogging
many things happened between this two weeks
and also...
many things I had forget already
cant remember all the things
my memory become shorter and shorter
I will become old man faster than others
how to treat this problem?
I dont want old so fast>I still have many years to go
dont want live like a tree

31/8 Merdeka day...
I was busy for rushing the EB assignment
for whole day
start from 7.30 a.m. to 10p.m.
actually this is 2 hours assignment
which is do in class
but I used one day to finish it
how weak is my english >I hate the feeling for studying whole day
when go to dinner
my eyes seems got problem
luckily just for short period
it was covered the second day

Merdeka day...suppose be a good day
but heard so much about racism
is this the 'original Malaysia'?
can everyone just stop it?
no matter who start it first
no matter which race done better for this country
doesn't everyone just want a peace Malaysia
so hard?!maybe
because too much of idiot in this world

1/9 black day
this is my first time
first time to late arrive at school
because Du Hong sleep late and traffice jam
and the afternoon class
doing the assignment in computer lab
and copy my file from hotmail
actually cannot do it like that
but the time is really not enough
I used more than one hour to do the reference list
only reference list
cant imagine how if I dint write the passage before class
and need to 'act' for teacher= =
when she go out from lab
I just paste the essay which I prepared
now Im BAD STUDENT =P
this is also first time in my life
first time to meet in accident
because of Hari Raya
to prevent having a 'yellow card' from traffice police
I had pay so much attention when driving
decreas the speeds from 100~110 to 80~90
just dont want anythings to happen
how know I'm so bad luck
the accident took place in school car park
from that day
I only realise car park is also dangerous
a black car suddenly come out from a turn
I brake but still cant stop the car
Du hong and I also shock that time
because of my suddenly brake@_@!!!
luckily not so serious
after the accident
the girls still want to rush away
but they really stupid
dont know the road is always jam
so I call them down
they still say I drive fast
really stupid reason
car park...how fast can I drive?
and the god also dont want to help me
her car nothings happened
I nothings to say anymore
and she dont want to admit it was her fault
I dont like argue with people
and want to control my anger
so just take her phone number
then go home and tell my parents
when arrive at home
my mom tell me to claim the girl
but I really hate to do that
and sms the leng lui
she ask want claim how much
I just tell her no need ==lll
am I stupid? yes!maybe=x
because only a big black print
papa say the print was crash by the car wheel
same as Du Hong said
that's why her car notings happened >I dont want many other things to happen
so just let it go

开心

很久没有试过
可以那么专心の
去读书了
自高三毕业后
没有一次
是能够不分心的
去读了一个小时多的书
虽然就只有那么一个小时
但我很开心了
这是第一步
找会原本的那个‘强’

不难发现
在上课的时候
我的专注程度
比起以前差太多了
从高三开始
我已经越来越不专心了
今年更是难集中精神

虽然我真的很不满意
那烂透了的时间表
就只好把它当成磨练的一部分吧
磨练自己的耐心
做起事来我真的没耐心
即没耐心又心急
很不喜欢那样的我

今天原本打算不开面子书的
但还是办不到，打开了
可是也不错
因为只开了5分钟左右就关了
加上今天还蛮能控制的
没有玩那平时玩的online game
只是朋友问我哥哥为什么我没玩
既然那么想念我
所以就配了他打了两场

尝试着脱离这‘大魔鬼’
的确是很难
要脱离它只好用读书来陶醉自己
不想再沉迷在这网络世界了
但这是不可能脱离得了的

现在的生活很忙
时间都在交通上浪费了
加上休息时间根本就不可能有心读书
再加上那犯人的功课+报告
所以能读书的时间
真的很少了

抱怨不如接受
我接受现在的生活
我接受现在的挑战
应付得好就是我的收获
应付不好则是我的经验
与其在抱怨下去
不如选择乖乖的呆下去
我选择了要开心的度过。。。
这是我成长的第一步=)

笑一个~~~^_^

HATE!!!

Monday:
10a.m-12p.m. EB(L)
4p.m.-6p.m. MIC(L)

Tuesday:
8a.m.-10a.m. Moral Education
2p.m.-4p.m. PDP(workshop)
4p.m.-6p.m. QM(T)

Wednesday:
8a.m.-10a.m. MIC(T)
10a.m.-12p.m. IACC(L)
2p.m.-4p.m. IMGT(T)

Thursday:
8a.m.-10a.m. Moral Education
12p.m.-2p.m. IMGT(L)
2p.m.-4p.m. EB(T)

Friday:
10a.m.-12p.m. QM(L)
2.30p.m.-4.30p.m. IACC(T)

IACC(accounting)
IMGT(management)
EB(english)
MIC(economy)
QM(Quantitative methods for business)

what the GOOD timetable
at least 2 hours break for each day
somemore got 3 class start 8 oclock in the morning
so need to wake up early early ><
and end at 4p.m. or 6p.m.
they seems like want us to face traffic jam =.=lll

Finally
We are now degree students
and 6 of us are from TBF group 3.4
so I'm not lonely at all
and I'm happy because can same group with Du Hong in tutorial
so no need be so boring when driving already 0.+

But
I more love the TBF class
the guys are funny
and the timetable is best among others group
and the lecturer and tutor looks more friendly than now
maybe because I just meet the lecturer for the first week

hope in this 4 month
and can learn new things
can myself become better and better
and also hope have friendly and funny lecturer, tutor and classmates
that is what I hope for the 1st semester in TUC

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The bridging result
it is better than what I hope to get
especially the English
I only expected to PASS
but I get D in this subject
so Im really satisfy with what I had done in TBF
I really miss TBF so much!!!

_________________________________________

26th July
is the first day back to the college
and I apply during that day
due to too many people
so we are late to get into the hall
it is really shock when i get into the MPH
SO SO SO~~~many people inside =.=lll

_______________________________________

all the things almost settled
now only left the scolarship agreement need to settle
and when I settle anythings
I would remember someone
who help me a lot
and keep coming out on my mind
really thanks a lot !!!
MISS U~~~^-^
I can settle things without anyone helps now
although got some small problem between that
but all of it has been DONE!