今天补考ＭＡ ｍｉｄｔｅｒｍ
考得超兰的～
还只是第一次耶～
看来是不及格了～～～
因为那天生病
所以要补考
没想到补考的前两天
我又再生病了～
才短短的一个星期多
我的身体变落了好多好多
不知道要到什么时候
才能完全的康复过来
这个星期太多的东西要做
ＢＬ ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ
ＭＡ ｔｅｓｔ
ＰＭ ｔｅｓｔ
ＭＡ ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ
等等～
又在这繁忙的一个星期里生病了
真的很辛苦
ＭＡ 考得不理想
心理的确很不舒服
感觉坚持不下去了
最近的家强真的很颓废
要把考不好ＭＡ归因为生病
听起来有点关系
但实际上是自己准备的不足
抄功课理解不完问题的症结
才是最主要的原因吧～
哎～～～
失败～
心情糟透了
我何时才能康复？
真希望明天的我是一个健康的我～
2011年9月30日 星期五
2011年6月8日 星期三
注定
人生中注定了有好有坏
喜怒哀乐
种种的事情都会发生
最近
总算快忙完了
第二学期
也到一个段落了
原来
我已经不再是以前的那个我了
我必须面对更多的挑战
学会更多的东西
这个学期
过得并不是很快乐
比起想象中的
还来得更难
许许多多的挫折
让我十分无奈
这个学期
我成了许多报告的组长
每次的分工
都让我头痛
要是这么分
你们会做吗
要是那么分
你们会觉得公平吗
结果
最佳的方法
唯有自己来完成主要的工作
但是没有事情是完美的
完成后
会觉得我这么做对吗
会因为我而让你们底分吗
我会害了你们吗
也许
我想得太多
但那就是我
我不想连累人家
我不想有人讨厌我
但
经过种种的事情
告诉了我
没有‘完全’这一回事
爸爸说的对
一种米难养百种人
我不应该太在意别人的眼光
做好自己的本分就对了
这几天
都在烦着几件事
我失败了
也是时候
学会为自己着想了
而不再害怕别人的眼光
做自己认为是对的东西
就行了
更无奈的是
这个学期里
我用心去做的每一件事
都无法有所表现
我不用心去做的每一件事
却都有相当不错的表现
我想
这是不是注定了
也许
下次的我不逼再那么努力了
因为一切一切
都已经注定了
______________________________
终于停课了~
但考试也到来了
我想拿多多的A‘s
但有些科目已经拿不到了
我想说
我已经崩溃了
第二学期
又是一个留下遗憾的学期~
2010年9月5日 星期日
呼~~~（3）
3/9星期四
in UWE-Sem1
there are quite little people
who graduate from UEC
but Im quite lucky to be one of them
a group that I familiar with
get me the feeling of comfart
about 10 people like that
most of them is from Johor
normally we sit together in lecture
although we are from different tutorial group
I love this group rather than my tutorial group
during thursday
Du Hong and I join Sin YI, Fun Fun,
Sook Wah, Zhi Liang and Michi
go to library to print note
that day I only realise
realise many of them
get a lot of As in UEC exam
and some of them is UEC top 50
I shocked that movement
wow~~~too pro already
I have a chance to know the top 50 student
haha...got chance to see how they study
谈着谈着
突然谈到关于学习的
我才发现
原来不只我一个人感到压力
车祸的那一天
我真的想过是否该放弃了
这环境根本就不属于我的
报告是我一直以来都不喜欢的东西
要不是她劝我
我看我已经踏入社会了
可是现在呢？
我的心态还是跟进入学院前一样
读书只是为了张文凭
可是文凭对我来说
只是重要
还没到非常重要的那种地步
没文凭我一样可以活下去
从谈天中发现
原来我们都是一样的
一样的面对压力
一样的不明白Micro & Managment
一样的冒出了停学或转学的念头
一样的还没适应这环境
听了他们所说的
我更不应该放弃
我就是要偏向虎山行
我就不信我赢不了那老虎
我就是要改变命运
况且现在遇到一个星期的假
我不信我赶不上课程
更何况一个星期的假
对我来说是最有用的
因为不会懒惰、浪费
不长也不短
刚刚好够我用
in UWE-Sem1
there are quite little people
who graduate from UEC
but Im quite lucky to be one of them
a group that I familiar with
get me the feeling of comfart
about 10 people like that
most of them is from Johor
normally we sit together in lecture
although we are from different tutorial group
I love this group rather than my tutorial group
during thursday
Du Hong and I join Sin YI, Fun Fun,
Sook Wah, Zhi Liang and Michi
go to library to print note
that day I only realise
realise many of them
get a lot of As in UEC exam
and some of them is UEC top 50
I shocked that movement
wow~~~too pro already
I have a chance to know the top 50 student
haha...got chance to see how they study
谈着谈着
突然谈到关于学习的
我才发现
原来不只我一个人感到压力
车祸的那一天
我真的想过是否该放弃了
这环境根本就不属于我的
报告是我一直以来都不喜欢的东西
要不是她劝我
我看我已经踏入社会了
可是现在呢？
我的心态还是跟进入学院前一样
读书只是为了张文凭
可是文凭对我来说
只是重要
还没到非常重要的那种地步
没文凭我一样可以活下去
从谈天中发现
原来我们都是一样的
一样的面对压力
一样的不明白Micro & Managment
一样的冒出了停学或转学的念头
一样的还没适应这环境
听了他们所说的
我更不应该放弃
我就是要偏向虎山行
我就不信我赢不了那老虎
我就是要改变命运
况且现在遇到一个星期的假
我不信我赶不上课程
更何况一个星期的假
对我来说是最有用的
因为不会懒惰、浪费
不长也不短
刚刚好够我用
呼~~~（2）
I start feeling stress
because of taylor's stupid division office
because of subang's stupid traffic problem
because of my stupid english
because of I can't catch what teacher teaching
the life is totally different from foundation
I'm start hating the life in taylor
hate to face that environment
although I have a big gang in my class
but I dont feel happy
are they using me?
dont know
I just know that this is a time for me to learn
learn from different kind of people
learn from different kind of challenge
why were them first consider
to take me away from the gang?
because Im not good in mangament?
so helpless in the assignment?
why were you all choose me as another group leader
after you all take me away from the gang
why are you all so realistic
when got test want to sit beside me
when no test just left me away?
by the way, if you all want be like that
I would just let you all continue
at the end of the semester
dont come and beg me to help you all
that kind of feeling really sucks
I dont know why still got people can stand for it
Im now a leader for my managment group assignment
in my group
one from tanzania, one from indonesia
and three of us from UEC
it was really hard to communicate
and also hard to lead this group
Du Hong cant understand english well
two foreign cant understand chinese
what language should I used to discuss?
and also
only me got driving car to school
but Im not so know about all those places
when want to survey
I dont have any idea
I realise that I didn't even have my own judgment
in doing everythings
Im not suitable to be a leader
Im only suitable to be a good helper
FOREVER!!!
really miss my foundation english group
what things I need also have
compare now to that group
no one could really help me a lot
one member who know chinese and could speak english
had change group to the others group
now their group have 7 people
and my group only have 5 people
IS HARD TO COMMUNICATE >and I need to call the company in this week
Im really scared anythings will happen
I have run out from my shadow
scolding by stranger >why I cant get away from it?!
the event had been pass for 12 years
why I still cant forget it!!!
It make me will drop tears everytime
when argue with others
I really HATE argue with others!!!
now the god want to challenge me
but I would say that
I wont so easy to give up
especially to DESTINY!!!
hope I could learn many things from that>
because of taylor's stupid division office
because of subang's stupid traffic problem
because of my stupid english
because of I can't catch what teacher teaching
the life is totally different from foundation
I'm start hating the life in taylor
hate to face that environment
although I have a big gang in my class
but I dont feel happy
are they using me?
dont know
I just know that this is a time for me to learn
learn from different kind of people
learn from different kind of challenge
why were them first consider
to take me away from the gang?
because Im not good in mangament?
so helpless in the assignment?
why were you all choose me as another group leader
after you all take me away from the gang
why are you all so realistic
when got test want to sit beside me
when no test just left me away?
by the way, if you all want be like that
I would just let you all continue
at the end of the semester
dont come and beg me to help you all
that kind of feeling really sucks
I dont know why still got people can stand for it
Im now a leader for my managment group assignment
in my group
one from tanzania, one from indonesia
and three of us from UEC
it was really hard to communicate
and also hard to lead this group
Du Hong cant understand english well
two foreign cant understand chinese
what language should I used to discuss?
and also
only me got driving car to school
but Im not so know about all those places
when want to survey
I dont have any idea
I realise that I didn't even have my own judgment
in doing everythings
Im not suitable to be a leader
Im only suitable to be a good helper
FOREVER!!!
really miss my foundation english group
what things I need also have
compare now to that group
no one could really help me a lot
one member who know chinese and could speak english
had change group to the others group
now their group have 7 people
and my group only have 5 people
IS HARD TO COMMUNICATE >and I need to call the company in this week
Im really scared anythings will happen
I have run out from my shadow
scolding by stranger >why I cant get away from it?!
the event had been pass for 12 years
why I still cant forget it!!!
It make me will drop tears everytime
when argue with others
I really HATE argue with others!!!
now the god want to challenge me
but I would say that
I wont so easy to give up
especially to DESTINY!!!
hope I could learn many things from that>
2010年5月9日 星期日
~失败~
= (
我
真的很讨厌英文！
这两天都在做英文的习题
结果都没有一次是对超过一半的！
因为这次是mid-term
也不知道会怎么考
所以都只专攻英文
会计和统计学到现在完全没有动到！
经济我都略懂罢了
刚刚拿回习题来看
结果就不会回答
我明白那是什么
但就是写不出
他*************************的！！！
虽然还是有上facebook
但上了5分钟就关掉了
５分钟也算是有上
只能说‘失败’
忍不住啊！
希望这台电脑快点坏掉
那我就没有电脑用了
接着我就可以钻心读书了
快点坏吧～～～
你的寿命也差不多了！！！
不上facebook
也不能专心
对着文字
极度无奈
甚至发呆很久
可是比起有上facebook的话
就多读了一点点
真的，就那么一点点！！！
现在
能做什么？
读了又忘
倒不如不读
是不是呢?!
我
老了=(
神经线有问题了
真的是左进右出
不到五分钟就可以忘了
好像很夸张是吧？
但的确就是如此 ><！
为什么会这样？！
我一直认定是因为没运动
可是没人要配我打球
叫哥哥陪我又说怕累
我 觉得 不打球会更累啊！
因为不打球几乎都很难入眠
否则就在半睡眠状态 很少有完全入眠的！
谁要陪我打球啊？！
我要打球！！！！！！！！！
英文~
我恨恨恨恨恨恨恨恨你！！！
我
真的很讨厌英文！
这两天都在做英文的习题
结果都没有一次是对超过一半的！
因为这次是mid-term
也不知道会怎么考
所以都只专攻英文
会计和统计学到现在完全没有动到！
经济我都略懂罢了
刚刚拿回习题来看
结果就不会回答
我明白那是什么
但就是写不出
他*************************的！！！
虽然还是有上facebook
但上了5分钟就关掉了
５分钟也算是有上
只能说‘失败’
忍不住啊！
希望这台电脑快点坏掉
那我就没有电脑用了
接着我就可以钻心读书了
快点坏吧～～～
你的寿命也差不多了！！！
不上facebook
也不能专心
对着文字
极度无奈
甚至发呆很久
可是比起有上facebook的话
就多读了一点点
真的，就那么一点点！！！
现在
能做什么？
读了又忘
倒不如不读
是不是呢?!
我
老了=(
神经线有问题了
真的是左进右出
不到五分钟就可以忘了
好像很夸张是吧？
但的确就是如此 ><！
为什么会这样？！
我一直认定是因为没运动
可是没人要配我打球
叫哥哥陪我又说怕累
我 觉得 不打球会更累啊！
因为不打球几乎都很难入眠
否则就在半睡眠状态 很少有完全入眠的！
谁要陪我打球啊？！
我要打球！！！！！！！！！
英文~
我恨恨恨恨恨恨恨恨你！！！
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