I dont know how the result looks like
because I only revise fews things for the final
this is the first time
that I din't well prepared
before I step into the hall
I din't study
because need to work for factory
the warehouse sales held during the final exam
although hestitated a lot on it
but I finally decide to help
rather than study which only for my own result
the warehouse sales is more important for this big team
I can't contribute a lot
I tried my best to help
the feeling is special from everythings
it is worth although it may influenced my results
some subject is dangerous for me
but I think the god will always help me
not everytime
but when I need the god
I wished that I can pass it
If I fail any of the subject
my scholarship will gone
I need to pay more if I want to continue study
but if I fail
I think I will choose to escape
although study is suitable for me
but I'm not really like to study
In this sem
I learned a lot
not only study
but also how to face the stress
and others
I hate this sem
but I enjoy this sem too~
and so happy that this sem ended so fast
now I'm free for three month
no need to study
no need to work
Is so boring~~~
and make me always miss people
haiz~!
I would like to find job for part time
anyone can introduce me some nice job?
I want to try different experience
I want to learn different type of things
I want to study how a worker behave
I would like to sport too
long time din't play sport already
anyone want to join me?
volleyball~ badminton~ bowling~
futsal~ ping pong~ basketball~
miss ball rather than miss people already
haha~
now I'm hesitated
what should I do
during this 3 months~
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我正在怀疑我自己
这次我是认真的吗
一次又一次的失去
已经让我不敢继续
放弃了却忘不干净
何时才能脱离困境
我还真的没有勇气
但我必须学会努力
努力忘记全部过去
重新寻找我的默契
但我急需某些鼓励
开朗的你
感染了我
教会了我
激励了我
你心里是否也有我？
你是否曾经认真呢？
miss you so much~ !!!
~O.o~ ~o.o~ ~o.O~
终于得空打扫这里的灰尘了
久等了各位，对不起~~~
谢谢关注我的每一位朋友~=D
