2010年9月25日 星期六

I'm so tired
but I would not give up
still have many things to do
STRESS
you can fight me
I can fight you back
I dont want always be the loser
I can fight you down !
Just finished
management and accounting assignment
coming soon is moral mid-term
EB assignment
Accounting assignment 2
Managment assignment 2
Moral oral report
and so so so
I can learn a lot
but I hate to do all these things
I need someone help to clear these
This week was a tired week
just back from cousin's birthday party
doesn't sleep enough for whole week
tomorrow still want wake up to play badminton
actually the time is fully book
but I need learn to face it
that's part a college student need to learn
TIME MANAGEMENT
sometimes can't control myself
but I need to
Long time to stay with book
when can it be stop?
My eyes it damn hurt
because of these type of life
My stomach can't function nicely
almost everyday will stomachache
My health seems like so bad now
I want to sport
but no time for me to enjoy it
I really need you...

2010年9月22日 星期三

!!!

想必有些人忙得忘了今天是中秋节吧?

中秋节快乐哟!!!



2010年9月5日 星期日

呼~~~(5)

昨天打开了Student Portals来看
看看英文的报告如何
结果发现matching只有5%
感到很兴奋
竟然只有5%
哈哈
因为之前听到的
有37%,38%,39%的
甚至有几个是40%,42% 的
只有5%真惊讶

那烦人的EB报告终于成为了past tense
哈哈~~~很开心说
但是还有很多很多的报告要交
包括放假后的第一天就要叫上accounting 报告
然后又有test。。。
真是的~~~烦~~~!
丢了两科test的分数
还有两科我不会再乱丢分了

假期来得正是时候
让我好好的赶上去
让我充电充电一番
准备好面对剩下的9~10个星期
还真长呀~~~~~~~~~!!!

呼~~~(4)

今天去了老人院
早上还真的不想去
但没办法
不去不行
做moral project
不然睬它都傻

但这一去还真的体会到不同的东西
对我来说那几个小时一点都不浪费
老人家的固执让我敬佩
也让我想到了当年外公生病的时候
我不敢去碰他
感觉到自己很没用
自己的外公
只应为有病和肌肉松软
我就不敢帮他按摩
我做到的
只是陪他下棋
当时他已经神智不清了
也是最后一次
最接近的互动吧
过没多久他就逝世了
我是不是很没用呢?!

至于公公
他逝世前并没有什么最后的互动
因为没有机会
一切来得太突然了
没想到他坚持不过
但我到不觉得有太多的遗憾
因为在同他住在一起的那段日子
我是最常听他说‘故事’的孙子吧@@!!!
在搬家前都有经常陪他坐在电视机前看戏
但没什么陪他聊天
因为那时我的性格
我不善长于聊天
只会乖乖的听‘故事’
其实还蛮不错听的
对他最深刻的印象
就是每当在做功课的时候
都叫我头要抬高
不然会近视
也或许是因为他
今天的我还不必带上眼镜吧
(就快了==lll)

在老人院那吸收得不少
做人最重要的是知足
但有多少个人会知足呢?
院长问了一个问题
一个人最重要的两个东西是什么?
1。钱 2。恩师
的确还蛮有道理的
他人还挺谦虚的
教会了我们
却怕伤害到我们
不断重复
‘我说的不一定是对的,
你们大学生学得比我们多,
不对的话就不要听吧’
其实根本没有所谓的对或错
只在于人怎么去看待
一种米样百种人
有些人认为是对的
但也不见得它是没错呀
只在于那个人的良知到了什么程度

院长的很多话
我都听进去了
包括快快结婚
当场的男生和女生突然尴尬起来
当然也不是说我会马上找一个啦
只是他说的有道理
现在的人越来越挑剔
就像我大哥那种
人不可能是完美的
总会有需要弥补的裂痕
要去学会接受他/她的缺点
习惯了以后
那就不再是缺点了
而是少了那‘缺点’
你就会感觉到全身不自在的那种
很有道理,不是吗?XD

呼~~~(3)

3/9星期四
in UWE-Sem1
there are quite little people
who graduate from UEC
but Im quite lucky to be one of them
a group that I familiar with
get me the feeling of comfart
about 10 people like that
most of them is from Johor
normally we sit together in lecture
although we are from different tutorial group
I love this group rather than my tutorial group
during thursday
Du Hong and I join Sin YI, Fun Fun,
Sook Wah, Zhi Liang and Michi
go to library to print note
that day I only realise
realise many of them
get a lot of As in UEC exam
and some of them is UEC top 50
I shocked that movement
wow~~~too pro already
I have a chance to know the top 50 student
haha...got chance to see how they study

谈着谈着
突然谈到关于学习的
我才发现
原来不只我一个人感到压力
车祸的那一天
我真的想过是否该放弃了
这环境根本就不属于我的
报告是我一直以来都不喜欢的东西
要不是她劝我
我看我已经踏入社会了
可是现在呢?
我的心态还是跟进入学院前一样
读书只是为了张文凭
可是文凭对我来说
只是重要
还没到非常重要的那种地步
没文凭我一样可以活下去

从谈天中发现
原来我们都是一样的
一样的面对压力
一样的不明白Micro & Managment
一样的冒出了停学或转学的念头
一样的还没适应这环境
听了他们所说的
我更不应该放弃
我就是要偏向虎山行
我就不信我赢不了那老虎
我就是要改变命运

况且现在遇到一个星期的假
我不信我赶不上课程
更何况一个星期的假
对我来说是最有用的
因为不会懒惰、浪费
不长也不短
刚刚好够我用

呼~~~(2)

I start feeling stress
because of taylor's stupid division office
because of subang's stupid traffic problem
because of my stupid english
because of I can't catch what teacher teaching
the life is totally different from foundation
I'm start hating the life in taylor
hate to face that environment

although I have a big gang in my class
but I dont feel happy
are they using me?
dont know
I just know that this is a time for me to learn
learn from different kind of people
learn from different kind of challenge
why were them first consider
to take me away from the gang?
because Im not good in mangament?
so helpless in the assignment?
why were you all choose me as another group leader
after you all take me away from the gang
why are you all so realistic
when got test want to sit beside me
when no test just left me away?
by the way, if you all want be like that
I would just let you all continue
at the end of the semester
dont come and beg me to help you all
that kind of feeling really sucks
I dont know why still got people can stand for it

Im now a leader for my managment group assignment
in my group
one from tanzania, one from indonesia
and three of us from UEC
it was really hard to communicate
and also hard to lead this group
Du Hong cant understand english well
two foreign cant understand chinese
what language should I used to discuss?
and also
only me got driving car to school
but Im not so know about all those places
when want to survey
I dont have any idea
I realise that I didn't even have my own judgment
in doing everythings
Im not suitable to be a leader
Im only suitable to be a good helper
FOREVER!!!
really miss my foundation english group
what things I need also have
compare now to that group
no one could really help me a lot
one member who know chinese and could speak english
had change group to the others group
now their group have 7 people
and my group only have 5 people
IS HARD TO COMMUNICATE >and I need to call the company in this week
Im really scared anythings will happen
I have run out from my shadow
scolding by stranger >why I cant get away from it?!
the event had been pass for 12 years
why I still cant forget it!!!
It make me will drop tears everytime
when argue with others
I really HATE argue with others!!!

now the god want to challenge me
but I would say that
I wont so easy to give up
especially to DESTINY!!!
hope I could learn many things from that>

呼~~~(1)

Finally
Im back to blogging
many things happened between this two weeks
and also...
many things I had forget already
cant remember all the things
my memory become shorter and shorter
I will become old man faster than others
how to treat this problem?
I dont want old so fast>I still have many years to go
dont want live like a tree

31/8 Merdeka day...
I was busy for rushing the EB assignment
for whole day
start from 7.30 a.m. to 10p.m.
actually this is 2 hours assignment
which is do in class
but I used one day to finish it
how weak is my english >I hate the feeling for studying whole day
when go to dinner
my eyes seems got problem
luckily just for short period
it was covered the second day

Merdeka day...suppose be a good day
but heard so much about racism
is this the 'original Malaysia'?
can everyone just stop it?
no matter who start it first
no matter which race done better for this country
doesn't everyone just want a peace Malaysia
so hard?!maybe
because too much of idiot in this world

1/9 black day
this is my first time
first time to late arrive at school
because Du Hong sleep late and traffice jam
and the afternoon class
doing the assignment in computer lab
and copy my file from hotmail
actually cannot do it like that
but the time is really not enough
I used more than one hour to do the reference list
only reference list
cant imagine how if I dint write the passage before class
and need to 'act' for teacher= =
when she go out from lab
I just paste the essay which I prepared
now Im BAD STUDENT =P
this is also first time in my life
first time to meet in accident
because of Hari Raya
to prevent having a 'yellow card' from traffice police
I had pay so much attention when driving
decreas the speeds from 100~110 to 80~90
just dont want anythings to happen
how know I'm so bad luck
the accident took place in school car park
from that day
I only realise car park is also dangerous
a black car suddenly come out from a turn
I brake but still cant stop the car
Du hong and I also shock that time
because of my suddenly brake@_@!!!
luckily not so serious
after the accident
the girls still want to rush away
but they really stupid
dont know the road is always jam
so I call them down
they still say I drive fast
really stupid reason
car park...how fast can I drive?
and the god also dont want to help me
her car nothings happened
I nothings to say anymore
and she dont want to admit it was her fault
I dont like argue with people
and want to control my anger
so just take her phone number
then go home and tell my parents
when arrive at home
my mom tell me to claim the girl
but I really hate to do that
and sms the leng lui
she ask want claim how much
I just tell her no need ==lll
am I stupid? yes!maybe=x
because only a big black print
papa say the print was crash by the car wheel
same as Du Hong said
that's why her car notings happened >I dont want many other things to happen
so just let it go