New Life

it was quite a long day for me being alone in orientation day
so boring to hear the incharge person of every department
to talk about their department
i arrive there quite early
im the second person to sit inside the lecturer theatre

then got 2 people from Johor '宽柔中学' sit beside me
in the bridging class so many are from chinese private school
it make me feel comfortable because all can talk chinese

the second day
another person sit beside me
different school he come from
but also from Johor
and this guy dont know speak chinese well
so i am force to talk english with him
no choice
but that is a good chance for me to speak

the third day
another people sit beside me again
and he ask me which country are me from
walao =.=
***
so shit...
ask which country am i from!!!
i know my speaking got problem
it since im changing school from KL to klang
i know my voice is different with others
but think that i am from others country >
and today
suey xin and boss come to study with me
finally im not lonely
but just for 2 days =.=
we will change into small group next week
so hope that we can same class
dont want be lonely
haha



is quite enjoy the taylor's life
at least the student wont so proud
and can feel the they are kindly
but somethings was uncomfartable
when walking pass anyway
there must be some eyes looking at me
let me feel so weird =.=

火

Just now I was angry
somethings was happened
and I so disappointed about it

why dont let me do the things myself?!
everytime also like that
really hot temper

but after I saw a email
which sent from my primary classmate(Joanne)
my emotion calm down a lot
thx so much

and thx to ah cai also
help me to calm down emotion
and solve this type of stupid problem

now everythings is ok
hope I can have my own world
as soon as possible
dont want everythings also worry about me
ok?!
I need to learn everythings myself
or else I wont improve
I know you all are good for me
but I dont want this type of life

I want to learn everythings myself
without over help
if not I can not be change!!!



p.s: yesterday had gathering with primary classmate
really feel apologize to some of them
because I had forgotten their name but they stilll remember me
hope can continue to have good connection with them ^^!

^%^ <<<<<<<<<<<<

輕鬆的日子

心情沉淀了一个星期

慢慢的恢复过来了

也不知道为什么

那星期的心情突然低落下来

無論如何

谢谢妳们

昨天

早上找阿姨一起去吃肉骨茶

吃了后载他们回家

回家冲凉后

又再开车

和哥哥一起去sunway

我驾车！！！

感觉还不错

说远不会很远

但听我阿姨说

她九点上班的

最迟七点三十分就要出门

啊=.=

那又要回到了中学早起的生活

没办法=.=

其实我不太会路

是个大路痴@_@

会去不会回0.0

回家的路途中

我竟然忘记转弯上桥

走到puchong 的toll

于是要多给五~六零吉=.=

转着转着

哥哥指路教我去summit

去到那里就打bowling

哈哈

果然是我的主场

第一局打到120多分

第二局因为手指弄伤+手臂没力

只打了70多分=.=

打完后再回去sunway从走一次

这次记得湾上桥了

至于有没有走错路

都不知道该怎么说

走到sunway college 的正门了

还笨笨的去U-turn

记得上次boss 载我们的时候

他是有U-turn 的

走过的路

全部都有印象

而且应该也没走错

谁知走到最后

才发现

原来刚才在sunway college 那里

不用U-turn再走下去

就是那一条路了=.=

啊=.=

我真的有够白吃

结果整个下午被哥哥‘酸哓’

他**的 =.='''!

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

至于会不会驾车上学

自己也不太清楚

还要看他们肯不肯给我驾车0.0

空虚&矛盾

哥哥回台湾后
房间只剩下我一个
感觉有点空虚
所以进到房间
东西都随便丢
反正没人会骂
懒得去整理它

最近的生活
很无聊
整天都对着电脑
游戏也玩厌了
这‘大放假’什么都没有做到
空虚的度过了几个月

玩自己最喜欢的online game
玩到闷了
加上每次跟我一起玩的那个朋友
也因为要上课而少上线了
所以都自己玩
很空虚
习惯配合进攻的我
自己一个人打得很无聊
不是欺负新手
就是被高手杀得惨惨的
特别是遇到队友是新兵的时候
凭我一个杀得再多还是一样要输

休息了那么久
真希望快快开学
但也不太想上学
听已经开始上课的人说
还蛮忙的
又怕忙又怕无聊
真的太矛盾了

这几天又开始与小学同学联络回了
有几个真的毫无印象
想：我的班里真的有这个人吗?
自己班的不记得
倒记得隔壁班的
我真的太。。。
他们也举办了聚会
20/3，星期六
现在心里想去又不想去
很矛盾的说

跟一个人聊了过后
才知道原来她。。。
到现在还是有点不信
但我相信她不会骗我的
只是感觉太难相信罢了
除了这个
还聊了其他的东西
她只说了几句
就知道她要问什么了
我还是诚实的告诉了她
因为不可能有东西可以瞒过她
是唯一能那么明白我的
是真心的好好好朋友
至于那件事是否会继续下去
我真的不知道
还在矛盾当中
但跟她聊了之后
我的心好像在告诉着我
不应该继续
我应该相信梦里发生的事情
还是相信发自内心的话语？
梦，应该只是虚有的

我
真的很矛盾
想找人来诉心里话
但又不相信别人

做人
还是傻一点好
聪明只会为自己带来麻烦

我不应该再继续，对吗？
应该要从新开始了
将一切都改变
我一定能做到
只是怕自己会后悔

谢谢你

你猜透了我的心

让我有地方发泄

希望你一切保密

YeAh~!

27/2
when i was playing game
suddenly got "bi bi" from outside the house
I dint go out to see
after a while
my brother go to see
then i continue my game

when he come up
he give me a letter
i so weird that why got people sent me letter
then look it

WOW~! SCOLARSHIP~!

although after get the 50%
the school fees is still high
but Im happy can get it
then my parents no need to pay so much on me

HAHAHAHA!!! THX GOD!!

as sister said
need to pay more attention in class then

It is a good start for me

My business foundation class will be start on 22/3
but so weird that why boss and suey xin start on 25/3
is there any others foundation student also start on 22/3?

(Dream 7)

OMG!!!=.=

Dream again

This time you said

you miss me

woohooooo!!!

=.='''