Last Sujbect Sem 3 !!!

Feel that this semester is too fast
Seem like I just went for school for 1 month
But actually 3 month ended

This semester was not a tough semester
But not the easy semester as well
It was not tough as it does not busy as last sem
It was tough as it required a lot reading
I hate reading!
compare to last semester
this semester has to write a lot~
this semester has to read a lot~
and the timetable for this semester was a good one

Sometimes
good things is not a good things
this timetable make me feel I have a lot of time
then I used up all the time for sleeping
used up all the time for gaming
rather than use the time to add-value to myself

A lot of things has been change
A lot of things are still going to change

I am expecting the future
no matter how good is it
no matter how bad is it
I wish I could become better and better

I spent too much of time on internet these day
will I reduce it? maybe~
I got a bad memory now
maybe it was because I spent too much time on internet
hmm~~~ is it true?

so happy that the exam is going to end
for last subject, I hope I will put more effort
to score a better mark~ =)

I hope this sem I will get this result:
Marketing - A
Management accounting - A-
Production and operation management - B-
Business Law - C
and the last subject!!! try to score B and above =)

Add oil and good luck to myself ^^V

Emo Time

It is now the emo time again~
I realise that no matter how good is a life of a person
He still need to have time to emo~

Emo without reason~
I think this is what human should have~

I start to envy others
Their life is much more happier than mine
Although I am satisfy with my current life
But they make me feel like I want to have a life like them too~

They have their dream
and they can work on it
I have no dream
All my dream was set by others
I don't know what I really want
I hate this type of me~
Don't know everythings~
Don't know about what I like~
I want to change~
I said it since I am junior one~
But now~
I am still the same~

What can I do for that?

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我是一个容易失去安全感的人
任何的小事都会让我联想到这个那个的
我需要别人做任何事都对我有所交代
否则我会十分的犹豫、胡乱猜想~
感觉像失去了什么重要的东西似的
我就是这样~
那就是我~
我像改变~
但这已经被我习惯成一种瘾了~
真的很难很难改变~
其实我不想~
但始终还是无法改变~~~ =(

梦

不知到为什么会发梦

可能是因为最近的压力大

发的梦都没有一件是好事

刚刚的梦

让我觉得我自己很没用哦

把太多太多的东西

都焖在心里了

有太多太多的东西

我不敢去尝试

有很多很多的时候

因为我的安静与羞怩而伤害了我身边的人

还有。。。

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人家说在梦里出现

是因为那个人在想你

真有其事 o.0?