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Results and Today~

2012-01-21T01:13:00.001+08:00

after waiting more than one month
results is finally came out ~
this is the first time Taylor's can be so on time
but it really make people unsatisfy~!!!
it is unbelievable that many people failed
if it is Business Law or Production and Operation Management
it was still acceptable
I can't accept the result that many people fail marketing

I'm wondering are they mark wrongly?
are they record wrongly?
or are they purposely fail the student who suppose to pass in fact?
I feel dissapointed for the result
as the students had put effort on the paper
but they still failed
they pass all the course work
no free rider no cheating
all by themselves!!!
but why the results is like that huh?!
and it is not few people... its too much!!!
seriously I'm now suspect that the mission for taylors
is not to educate student but earn the money from students!!!
If this is the fact, I hope Taylor's to turn bankrupt the next day
I don't need the cert from Taylor's
It was more useless than a rubbish
if that was the fact...

seriously,
if you ask me to recall what I learnt from Taylor's
I would like to tell you 'I learn nothing, other than the words pay money!'
I do hope the systems of Taylors may change
change to be more reasonable
do really give more care on students
rather than care about money

Wish THIS IS NOT THE FACT...

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最近工厂一带的治安很不好
上次进贼
现在农历新年要到了
又有人要来捣乱
往年都只给固定的一个红包钱
今年有会说福建话、中文等的印度人
上门说要我们给红包
没有错的话
他们是那批不尊重神明
假用印度庙名义骗钱的那批人
我们都没理会他
今天来了第三次
我们一样没理会
结果他抄了车牌
而且还抄平时都我在驾的那一辆==lll
下次出门要小心！！！

很奇怪的是
那个头我以前都没有看过
可是最近看了三次
第一次看到他
是他在我驾车的时候经过我前面
我还不知到他是头也
还挥手叫他过先
当时他瞪了我几眼
然后挥手表示谢谢
我就奇怪他的眼神为何那么凶
过后妈妈才说他是那里的头=_=lll
还好我没horn 他 =P
第二次是他来‘拜年’
前几年他来的时候
我都不在工厂
所以都没看过
第三次就是今天
爸爸打电话叫他来settle
真的很奇怪
短短一个月不到要看他三次=_=lll

21st birthday~

2012-01-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

小时候都盼望着能快点长大
长大后却盼望着能回到童年
世界也许就是那么样地矛盾
使得人们的生活增添了色彩

据说2012年即将世界末日
我第21个岁月就落在了这年
日子过得还真快呢
不知不觉在这星球活了21年

心情嘛~
对过去抱有怀念
对未来充满恐惧
在未来的五年里
还活在这世界吗
在未来的世界里
将会有什么改变
一切真让人期待

2012年1月14日
难忘的大日子
也有不少感触
该变得独立了

金锁匙
不是很理解它的意义
但听说是代表着自由
还蛮喜欢这金锁匙的
但个人认为这世界里
根本没有自由这会事
只是受约束范围不同
自由得靠自己去定义
自由要靠自己去争取

Last Sujbect Sem 3 !!!

2011-12-03T14:33:00.002+08:00

Feel that this semester is too fast
Seem like I just went for school for 1 month
But actually 3 month ended

This semester was not a tough semester
But not the easy semester as well
It was not tough as it does not busy as last sem
It was tough as it required a lot reading
I hate reading!
compare to last semester
this semester has to write a lot~
this semester has to read a lot~
and the timetable for this semester was a good one

Sometimes
good things is not a good things
this timetable make me feel I have a lot of time
then I used up all the time for sleeping
used up all the time for gaming
rather than use the time to add-value to myself

A lot of things has been change
A lot of things are still going to change

I am expecting the future
no matter how good is it
no matter how bad is it
I wish I could become better and better

I spent too much of time on internet these day
will I reduce it? maybe~
I got a bad memory now
maybe it was because I spent too much time on internet
hmm~~~ is it true?

so happy that the exam is going to end
for last subject, I hope I will put more effort
to score a better mark~ =)

I hope this sem I will get this result:
Marketing - A
Management accounting - A-
Production and operation management - B-
Business Law - C
and the last subject!!! try to score B and above =)

Add oil and good luck to myself ^^V

Emo Time

2011-10-29T00:53:00.002+08:00

It is now the emo time again~
I realise that no matter how good is a life of a person
He still need to have time to emo~

Emo without reason~
I think this is what human should have~

I start to envy others
Their life is much more happier than mine
Although I am satisfy with my current life
But they make me feel like I want to have a life like them too~

They have their dream
and they can work on it
I have no dream
All my dream was set by others
I don't know what I really want
I hate this type of me~
Don't know everythings~
Don't know about what I like~
I want to change~
I said it since I am junior one~
But now~
I am still the same~

What can I do for that?

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我是一个容易失去安全感的人
任何的小事都会让我联想到这个那个的
我需要别人做任何事都对我有所交代
否则我会十分的犹豫、胡乱猜想~
感觉像失去了什么重要的东西似的
我就是这样~
那就是我~
我像改变~
但这已经被我习惯成一种瘾了~
真的很难很难改变~
其实我不想~
但始终还是无法改变~~~ =(

梦

2011-10-19T05:31:00.004+08:00

不知到为什么会发梦

可能是因为最近的压力大

发的梦都没有一件是好事

刚刚的梦

让我觉得我自己很没用哦

把太多太多的东西

都焖在心里了

有太多太多的东西

我不敢去尝试

有很多很多的时候

因为我的安静与羞怩而伤害了我身边的人

还有。。。

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人家说在梦里出现

是因为那个人在想你

真有其事 o.0?

Recently~

2011-10-16T06:56:00.003+08:00

This, is my study group.
The one besides me, is our new members.
Although I doesn't like this group as I like it last sem,
but I still like it.
Compare to others, it is much better.
Because everyone is busy this sem,
so can't be like last sem again~
but I wish it could.

This is da jie~

this sem we seldom see her...

because she participate a modeling class

she is much hardworking than last sem

and feel sorry to her

because I accepted her group member to join my group

caused she need to join other people~

This is da ge~

most 'powerful' in our boy gangs in class...

he did changed compare to last two sem...

now he more 'know to be people'...

but still a person that you should cautious...

won't simply accept what he gave...

because he require in return for somethings else...

maybe for him this is fair...

but for me... don't help a person because you require for return...

Anyway~

a lot things has changed compare to last time.

the war between them as stopped.

We no need become middle man again...

I enjoy T4 being lunch together everyday...
When I feel don't happy with them,

I will always remind myself,

I am here to study,

not for here to hate people...

This sem,

I feel that all my classmates has become intelligent.

Especially Du Hong.

While myself was the only one to become stupid.

I feel stress for these...

but I think I am ok with it =)

I am appreciate with it~

We need to learn how to give up sometimes~ =D

I will be back

2011-10-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

This sem is not a tough sem
But it is tough for me
everything is under my expectation
the luck not always with me

But I want to tell myself
I can be good
even without luck
even I am the lonely one
I can fight along with myself
I don't need depends on anyone

Maybe I need to fall until the bottom
but I won't let it be
I will safe it before land to the deep
I will try to stop myself from that

I can
Must trust myself =)

没有用

2011-10-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

最近的我真的很没有用
做什么事情都做不好
简直就是人生中最低潮的一次
从来没有是过感到那么挫折
什么事情都办不好

我很胆小
我没有勇气去面对
只懂得担心失去
不懂得解决

我那种坚持的动力
已经完全消失了
我撑不下去了

天啊~救救我吧~~~

Fail~~~

2011-09-30T19:22:00.003+08:00

今天补考ＭＡ　ｍｉｄｔｅｒｍ
考得超兰的～
还只是第一次耶～
看来是不及格了～～～

因为那天生病
所以要补考
没想到补考的前两天
我又再生病了～
才短短的一个星期多
我的身体变落了好多好多
不知道要到什么时候
才能完全的康复过来

这个星期太多的东西要做
ＢＬ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ
ＭＡ　ｔｅｓｔ
ＰＭ　ｔｅｓｔ
ＭＡ　ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｅｎｔ
等等～
又在这繁忙的一个星期里生病了
真的很辛苦

ＭＡ　考得不理想
心理的确很不舒服
感觉坚持不下去了
最近的家强真的很颓废

要把考不好ＭＡ归因为生病
听起来有点关系
但实际上是自己准备的不足
抄功课理解不完问题的症结
才是最主要的原因吧～

哎～～～
失败～
心情糟透了
我何时才能康复？
真希望明天的我是一个健康的我～

纯粹

2011-09-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

突然突然

很想骂某卫部

办事能力那么兰

SARS 并入入侵全球

马来西亚不受影响

换您尚未

H5N1来了

结果马来西亚一团糟

现在

还有许多许多的小事

您也无法办好

您是怎么当卫部的

没本事就让有贤者上

不要霸着不放

度量大点好吧？

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突然心血来潮想骂人==lll

只能说你不幸

我脑海里第一个出现的‘欠扁大头像’就是您~

你知道吗

2011-06-09T19:53:00.003+08:00

你知道吗

这几天的我都为了这些事而烦

生意上出现了问题

弄得个个都闹内讧似的

心情都不是很好

身为一分之的我

虽然我很渺小

但我希望能做些什么的

但

我什么也做不了

觉得自己很没用

这几天

你们都为了接下来的计划

而互相大声对话

我想阻止

但我没能力阻止

我的心情是多么的痛

你们知道吗

因为一次的失败

个个变得这样

是可以理解的

大家都不想有下次

这大家都很清楚

但我可以求你们吗

求你们不要乱发脾气

没有谁应该怨谁

生意上的事

多少也影响了我课业上的事

我烦得无法前进了

加上她不知为何那么对我

我想知道原因

我知道当我说

‘我不会’

是很没有责任的

但你可以体谅我吗

我不是不要学

而是没有时间学

星期五到星期日

回到家都十一点左右了

我许你认为我应该熬夜

但我只能说我不能

我的身体支撑不了

熬夜过后的第二天我会干咳

要好几天才能恢复

加上

我并不像你们那么好命

每天可以睡到很迟

而我最迟

也只能睡到七点

你让我有史以来

觉得自己是那么的没用

那么的失败

我知道这件事上我有所不对

但我不想解释那么多

因为我觉得你根本无法理解

我只求

下次别再把我当组长了

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今天下午

本打算开始温习功课了

但心情无法静下来

想到Final又再碰上Warehouse sales

想到经济报告的事

想到生意上的事

想到有人对我不满的事

我在床上想了又想

我落泪了

注定

2011-06-08T20:41:00.007+08:00

人生中注定了有好有坏

喜怒哀乐

种种的事情都会发生

好无聊哦

2011-04-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

突然觉得很无聊啊虽然有十一份报告等着要交但却一定动力都没有我在干嘛啊？怎么没有动力了？要求自己比第一学期更好但维持了两个星期的动力突然消失完了该怎么办？为什么静不下心来？已经没有玩电脑了但还是没办法专心问题出自何处呀？不知为什么这几天都很容易累是心累了？还是真的没精神撑下去了？还真不了解自己。。。。。。。。。。。。。我又回到了我的世界原本想要有所突破想改变总让人觉得静静的印象但现在我又回到了原点或许我还是比较喜欢文静的自己吧？。。。。。。。。。。。。。看见身边的人我开始学会羡慕了好幸福喔但我不想开始想先做好我自己更了解我自己上大学让我发现我真不了解自己我要的是什么？我学的真的有用吗？坚持又一定是正确的吗？好多问题喔。。。。。。。。。。。。做为商业界的学生静静的我有价值吗？内向的我真适合吗？我开始怀疑自己了中学时期让许多人羡慕的我现在却是找不到方向的菜鸟要怎么样才能找回那让人敬佩表现优异的我呢？。。。。。。。。。。由阴影走出来后的我曾经变得较为乐观了现在我又要与悲观再见面了最近总觉的即将有大难临头像是回到的在吉隆坡的那段时间许许多多的恶梦日常生活都会时不时的回忆过去一道菜一句话一副图一行字一群人都能轻易的让我回忆到当时的情景 1996年婆婆出殡的场景逐渐的在我脑海里徘徊我受到了什么刺激啊？怎么会想到这些东西呢？我到底怎么了？我还能呆多久？

要

2011-02-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

要

开学

了

很快

有点

不想

还没恢复

状态

与

心情

忧虑

烦躁

忧虑

烦躁

还是

忧虑

与

烦躁

越大

越笨

越迟钝

越爱想

能

不能

就

静静地

度过

恐惧

2011-01-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

很久没动了
今年的第一篇吧
放假还挺无聊的
就是没心情要写

假期
闲闲的
没事做
工厂也够工人了
不需要帮忙
打算找工
但没有方向和勇气
毕竟我关着也太多年了

现在是得空得很
但心情嘛
有点复杂
不知道自己在想什么的
闲的很空虚
心里有种恐惧感
加上最近一直发恶梦
有的没的通通来

说起恶梦
已经很多年没那么样了
可以说是从吉隆坡搬到吧生以后
就没有在发什么恶梦了吧
在这里过了九年后
恶梦终于又开始纠缠我了
这也让我内心有种恐惧感
真不知该怎么形容
是什么东西让我长发恶梦呢？
只能祈求不要发生事情吧

其实我挺讨厌得空的
一得空
头脑便会开始乱想
想东想西
头脑似乎二十四小时都在想
连睡觉也在想（恶梦）

有时
还真希望自已没有这个脑袋
那么就不必想那么多
生活过得简单得多
就像狗儿一样
吃饱就睡
睡醒就吃
偶尔玩一玩
就那么简单

但
这不可能发生
自三年级以后
我开始成长了
不再那么的单纯
不再那么的天真
不再那么的爱玩

比起之前
我收敛了许多
可以说是过分的收敛
让原本文静的我
更加的不爱与人说话
因为不知道哪一个人是真
哪一个人是假
现在
我学会了
看出一个人的真假
我需要的时间比许多人短了很多
很多人觉得我不会
但其实全都是装的
日子久了
也就习惯了
装也装惯了
不说话也不说惯了
所以要我改变
可以说是有点不可能

现实就是那么的黑暗
最亲近的人可以是最邪恶的
最邪恶的人可以是最友善的
其实不管邪恶或是友善
我都必须感谢那些人
要不是他们
今天的我可能是那么的天真
现在的我没上进心
要不是他们
今天的我比现在更没上进心几百倍
要不是他们
今天的我可能是个败家子

我的背影
其实还挺特别的嘛~
感谢上天给我那么一个机会学习
给我那么一个机会磨练
愿我不会变到我心中所畏惧的我
（有点难明白我在说什么吧？哈哈）

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今天发生了很多事
与平时一样
每个星期日都一早去siri andalas 打羽球
但发现自己今天进步了很多
不再畏惧常常克制我的障碍
头脑挺清醒的
一直压着对方打
虽然有输很多场
但有将分数都拉得很近
都在落后十分的情况下
靠我一己之力把比分拉近
嘻嘻~~~~~
打得他们喘端端的

不知是不是因为这样
打得我姨丈过度消耗体能
一起吃早餐的时候忽然晕倒
但自己没能做些什么
感到自己很没有和内疚
希望不是因为跟过打
打得过度消耗体能而照成的吧
看了医生有好一些
但吃晚饭（团圆饭）的时候
他又在冒冷汗了
结果送到pantai去
但我没跟去

医生说是胃风
胃风是什么呀
@_@???
过后也没事回家了

希望他能快点康复
毕竟他是我从小以来
给过我最多快乐的人之一吧~
早日康复哦~~~ =D

放假了~

2010-12-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

The exam ended on last friday
I dont know how the result looks like
because I only revise fews things for the final
this is the first time
that I din't well prepared
before I step into the hall

I din't study
because need to work for factory
the warehouse sales held during the final exam
although hestitated a lot on it
but I finally decide to help
rather than study which only for my own result
the warehouse sales is more important for this big team
I can't contribute a lot
I tried my best to help
the feeling is special from everythings
it is worth although it may influenced my results

some subject is dangerous for me
but I think the god will always help me
not everytime
but when I need the god
I wished that I can pass it

If I fail any of the subject
my scholarship will gone
I need to pay more if I want to continue study
but if I fail
I think I will choose to escape
although study is suitable for me
but I'm not really like to study

In this sem
I learned a lot
not only study
but also how to face the stress
and others
I hate this sem
but I enjoy this sem too~
and so happy that this sem ended so fast

now I'm free for three month
no need to study
no need to work
Is so boring~~~
and make me always miss people
haiz~!
I would like to find job for part time
anyone can introduce me some nice job?
I want to try different experience
I want to learn different type of things
I want to study how a worker behave

I would like to sport too
long time din't play sport already
anyone want to join me?
volleyball~ badminton~ bowling~
futsal~ ping pong~ basketball~
miss ball rather than miss people already
haha~

now I'm hesitated
what should I do
during this 3 months~

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我正在怀疑我自己
这次我是认真的吗
一次又一次的失去
已经让我不敢继续
放弃了却忘不干净
何时才能脱离困境
我还真的没有勇气
但我必须学会努力
努力忘记全部过去
重新寻找我的默契
但我急需某些鼓励

开朗的你
感染了我

教会了我

激励了我
你心里是否也有我？
你是否曾经认真呢？

miss you so much~ !!!

~O.o~ ~o.o~ ~o.O~

终于得空打扫这里的灰尘了

久等了各位，对不起~~~

谢谢关注我的每一位朋友~=D

Is going be end~

2010-11-10T18:28:00.003+08:00

So happy
finally arrived at the last week of this sem
next week is study break
after that will be final exam
and also I need to work
I like it
Final and work come together ~

Today finish the management mid-term
now only waiting for final
everythings so far so good =D
I start feeling relax after this test
tonight gonna be a good night ^^~~~
must sleep 99

the distance of the environment that I hate
become more and more far from me <3
very happy happy happy now~

what I was thinking now is
how I spend the coming long sem break
I plan to sleep ~
but sleeping is boring too
anyone want to date me out? =D
I want to play~~~!!!

tired

2010-10-30T12:35:00.002+08:00

Finally a lot of assignment has been settle
now left the QM assignment
but it was not a hard assignment
what need to do now is busy for Mid-term
hope can score some marks in Mid-term
so that final exam won't be so stress

Final exam is coming soon
this time I din't aim any target
what I want is only to pass every subject
everyone maybe think that it is easy for me
but what can I tell is only I feel stress to pass it

the ways that teacher teach
is totally different from high school and foundation
at the beginning of the semester
I can't absorb anythings from every lecture
but luckily I got take 3 month foundation class
It helped me a lot on this sem...

next monday is micro mid-term
Im worry about it
because I din't learn it before
and din't have any basic on this subject
keep thinking can I pass it ?
the another subject is management
It needs a lot of time to study it
but I didn't have time to touch it
due to so many assignment
both come together
make me can't concentrate
on study and also doing assignment

after the mid-term test
it is English presentation
Im excited on it
but this time
the topic is not easy to present well
it is hard for me
to think about
how to make the presentation fun and interesting
but until now
I have no idea...
I need ideas right now

I more expected to finish sem 1 faster
and hope that I can change tutorial group next sem
this tutorial group didn't have good study environment
study with them make me feels stressful
I hope everythings can faster go to the end

It is stess?

2010-10-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

finally can come back to blogging...
hahaha~~~
is it too stress?
ya... it is stress...
but not until the level of 'too'
stress please stay far from me~~~

now Im better in time managment
after attending the workshop
it is worth and work
and can control myself not to play game already~!

I sleep around 12 oclock recently
it is tired
but I should adapt it
this is college life
as sistA tell me~
hahaha~~~!

now is more relax than last time
even the assignment is more than last time
is it a good phenomena?
I think so...

only left one month plus plus time...
the sem1 is going to be end sould
I can do it right?
hahaha~~~

what to do next?
EB assignment, Accounting Assignment
EB presentation, Managment Presentation
Managment oral report, Econ mid-term test
QM assignment and etc.....

now I'm facing the study problem
about economy and managment...
it was really hard...
because of my poor english >when can my english become better 0.0?

Im happy that I have new friends
they all are friendly
and everyone of them got their expert
responsibility, talking, studying, making people happy etc.

now wont feel stress as previous previous previous week
=D =P =X =) => =]

_______________________________________

sorry for not attending the S3ACJ gathering again...
because for certain reason...
only attend for a while
but only few people arrive that time 0.0~~~!
someone say Im angry...
but I din't feel angry la 0.0!!!
just maybe rushing...
so my face look black a bit XD
dont misunderstand my expression ya~~~
Forgive ME~~~!
________________________________

wish you all happy birthday...
who born in October...
can't wish one by one
because so many people on October 0.0!!!

累

2010-09-25T23:19:00.005+08:00

I'm so tired

but I would not give up

still have many things to do

STRESS

you can fight me

I can fight you back

I dont want always be the loser

I can fight you down !

Just finished

management and accounting assignment

coming soon is moral mid-term

EB assignment

Accounting assignment 2

Managment assignment 2

Moral oral report

and so so so

I can learn a lot

but I hate to do all these things

I need someone help to clear these

This week was a tired week

just back from cousin's birthday party

doesn't sleep enough for whole week

tomorrow still want wake up to play badminton

actually the time is fully book

but I need learn to face it

that's part a college student need to learn

TIME MANAGEMENT

sometimes can't control myself

but I need to

Long time to stay with book

when can it be stop?

My eyes it damn hurt

because of these type of life

My stomach can't function nicely

almost everyday will stomachache

My health seems like so bad now

I want to sport

but no time for me to enjoy it

I really need you...

!!!

2010-09-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

想必有些人忙得忘了今天是中秋节吧？

中秋节快乐哟！！！

呼~~~（5）

2010-09-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

昨天打开了Student Portals来看
看看英文的报告如何
结果发现matching只有5%
感到很兴奋
竟然只有5%
哈哈
因为之前听到的
有37%，38%，39%的
甚至有几个是40%，42% 的
只有5%真惊讶

那烦人的EB报告终于成为了past tense
哈哈~~~很开心说
但是还有很多很多的报告要交
包括放假后的第一天就要叫上accounting 报告
然后又有test。。。
真是的~~~烦~~~！
丢了两科test的分数
还有两科我不会再乱丢分了

假期来得正是时候
让我好好的赶上去
让我充电充电一番
准备好面对剩下的9~10个星期
还真长呀~~~~~~~~~！！！

呼~~~（4）

2010-09-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

今天去了老人院
早上还真的不想去
但没办法
不去不行
做moral project
不然睬它都傻

但这一去还真的体会到不同的东西
对我来说那几个小时一点都不浪费
老人家的固执让我敬佩
也让我想到了当年外公生病的时候
我不敢去碰他
感觉到自己很没用
自己的外公
只应为有病和肌肉松软
我就不敢帮他按摩
我做到的
只是陪他下棋
当时他已经神智不清了
也是最后一次
最接近的互动吧
过没多久他就逝世了
我是不是很没用呢？！

至于公公
他逝世前并没有什么最后的互动
因为没有机会
一切来得太突然了
没想到他坚持不过
但我到不觉得有太多的遗憾
因为在同他住在一起的那段日子
我是最常听他说‘故事’的孙子吧@@!!!
在搬家前都有经常陪他坐在电视机前看戏
但没什么陪他聊天
因为那时我的性格
我不善长于聊天
只会乖乖的听‘故事’
其实还蛮不错听的
对他最深刻的印象
就是每当在做功课的时候
都叫我头要抬高
不然会近视
也或许是因为他
今天的我还不必带上眼镜吧
（就快了==lll）

在老人院那吸收得不少
做人最重要的是知足
但有多少个人会知足呢？
院长问了一个问题
一个人最重要的两个东西是什么？
1。钱 2。恩师
的确还蛮有道理的
他人还挺谦虚的
教会了我们
却怕伤害到我们
不断重复
‘我说的不一定是对的，
你们大学生学得比我们多，
不对的话就不要听吧’
其实根本没有所谓的对或错
只在于人怎么去看待
一种米样百种人
有些人认为是对的
但也不见得它是没错呀
只在于那个人的良知到了什么程度

院长的很多话
我都听进去了
包括快快结婚
当场的男生和女生突然尴尬起来
当然也不是说我会马上找一个啦
只是他说的有道理
现在的人越来越挑剔
就像我大哥那种
人不可能是完美的
总会有需要弥补的裂痕
要去学会接受他/她的缺点
习惯了以后
那就不再是缺点了
而是少了那‘缺点’
你就会感觉到全身不自在的那种
很有道理，不是吗？XD

呼~~~（3）

2010-09-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

3/9星期四
in UWE-Sem1
there are quite little people
who graduate from UEC
but Im quite lucky to be one of them
a group that I familiar with
get me the feeling of comfart
about 10 people like that
most of them is from Johor
normally we sit together in lecture
although we are from different tutorial group
I love this group rather than my tutorial group
during thursday
Du Hong and I join Sin YI, Fun Fun,
Sook Wah, Zhi Liang and Michi
go to library to print note
that day I only realise
realise many of them
get a lot of As in UEC exam
and some of them is UEC top 50
I shocked that movement
wow~~~too pro already
I have a chance to know the top 50 student
haha...got chance to see how they study

谈着谈着
突然谈到关于学习的
我才发现
原来不只我一个人感到压力
车祸的那一天
我真的想过是否该放弃了
这环境根本就不属于我的
报告是我一直以来都不喜欢的东西
要不是她劝我
我看我已经踏入社会了
可是现在呢？
我的心态还是跟进入学院前一样
读书只是为了张文凭
可是文凭对我来说
只是重要
还没到非常重要的那种地步
没文凭我一样可以活下去

从谈天中发现
原来我们都是一样的
一样的面对压力
一样的不明白Micro & Managment
一样的冒出了停学或转学的念头
一样的还没适应这环境
听了他们所说的
我更不应该放弃
我就是要偏向虎山行
我就不信我赢不了那老虎
我就是要改变命运

况且现在遇到一个星期的假
我不信我赶不上课程
更何况一个星期的假
对我来说是最有用的
因为不会懒惰、浪费
不长也不短
刚刚好够我用

呼~~~（2）

2010-09-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

I start feeling stress
because of taylor's stupid division office
because of subang's stupid traffic problem
because of my stupid english
because of I can't catch what teacher teaching
the life is totally different from foundation
I'm start hating the life in taylor
hate to face that environment

although I have a big gang in my class
but I dont feel happy
are they using me?
dont know
I just know that this is a time for me to learn
learn from different kind of people
learn from different kind of challenge
why were them first consider
to take me away from the gang?
because Im not good in mangament?
so helpless in the assignment?
why were you all choose me as another group leader
after you all take me away from the gang
why are you all so realistic
when got test want to sit beside me
when no test just left me away?
by the way, if you all want be like that
I would just let you all continue
at the end of the semester
dont come and beg me to help you all
that kind of feeling really sucks
I dont know why still got people can stand for it

Im now a leader for my managment group assignment
in my group
one from tanzania, one from indonesia
and three of us from UEC
it was really hard to communicate
and also hard to lead this group
Du Hong cant understand english well
two foreign cant understand chinese
what language should I used to discuss?
and also
only me got driving car to school
but Im not so know about all those places
when want to survey
I dont have any idea
I realise that I didn't even have my own judgment
in doing everythings
Im not suitable to be a leader
Im only suitable to be a good helper
FOREVER!!!
really miss my foundation english group
what things I need also have
compare now to that group
no one could really help me a lot
one member who know chinese and could speak english
had change group to the others group
now their group have 7 people
and my group only have 5 people
IS HARD TO COMMUNICATE >and I need to call the company in this week
Im really scared anythings will happen
I have run out from my shadow
scolding by stranger >why I cant get away from it?!
the event had been pass for 12 years
why I still cant forget it!!!
It make me will drop tears everytime
when argue with others
I really HATE argue with others!!!

now the god want to challenge me
but I would say that
I wont so easy to give up
especially to DESTINY!!!
hope I could learn many things from that>

呼~~~(1)

2010-09-05T19:22:00.004+08:00

Finally
Im back to blogging
many things happened between this two weeks
and also...
many things I had forget already
cant remember all the things
my memory become shorter and shorter
I will become old man faster than others
how to treat this problem?
I dont want old so fast>I still have many years to go
dont want live like a tree

31/8 Merdeka day...
I was busy for rushing the EB assignment
for whole day
start from 7.30 a.m. to 10p.m.
actually this is 2 hours assignment
which is do in class
but I used one day to finish it
how weak is my english >I hate the feeling for studying whole day
when go to dinner
my eyes seems got problem
luckily just for short period
it was covered the second day

Merdeka day...suppose be a good day
but heard so much about racism
is this the 'original Malaysia'?
can everyone just stop it?
no matter who start it first
no matter which race done better for this country
doesn't everyone just want a peace Malaysia
so hard?!maybe
because too much of idiot in this world

1/9 black day
this is my first time
first time to late arrive at school
because Du Hong sleep late and traffice jam
and the afternoon class
doing the assignment in computer lab
and copy my file from hotmail
actually cannot do it like that
but the time is really not enough
I used more than one hour to do the reference list
only reference list
cant imagine how if I dint write the passage before class
and need to 'act' for teacher= =
when she go out from lab
I just paste the essay which I prepared
now Im BAD STUDENT =P
this is also first time in my life
first time to meet in accident
because of Hari Raya
to prevent having a 'yellow card' from traffice police
I had pay so much attention when driving
decreas the speeds from 100~110 to 80~90
just dont want anythings to happen
how know I'm so bad luck
the accident took place in school car park
from that day
I only realise car park is also dangerous
a black car suddenly come out from a turn
I brake but still cant stop the car
Du hong and I also shock that time
because of my suddenly brake@_@!!!
luckily not so serious
after the accident
the girls still want to rush away
but they really stupid
dont know the road is always jam
so I call them down
they still say I drive fast
really stupid reason
car park...how fast can I drive?
and the god also dont want to help me
her car nothings happened
I nothings to say anymore
and she dont want to admit it was her fault
I dont like argue with people
and want to control my anger
so just take her phone number
then go home and tell my parents
when arrive at home
my mom tell me to claim the girl
but I really hate to do that
and sms the leng lui
she ask want claim how much
I just tell her no need ==lll
am I stupid? yes!maybe=x
because only a big black print
papa say the print was crash by the car wheel
same as Du Hong said
that's why her car notings happened >I dont want many other things to happen
so just let it go

开心

2010-08-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

很久没有试过
可以那么专心の
去读书了
自高三毕业后
没有一次
是能够不分心的
去读了一个小时多的书
虽然就只有那么一个小时
但我很开心了
这是第一步
找会原本的那个‘强’

不难发现
在上课的时候
我的专注程度
比起以前差太多了
从高三开始
我已经越来越不专心了
今年更是难集中精神

虽然我真的很不满意
那烂透了的时间表
就只好把它当成磨练的一部分吧
磨练自己的耐心
做起事来我真的没耐心
即没耐心又心急
很不喜欢那样的我

今天原本打算不开面子书的
但还是办不到，打开了
可是也不错
因为只开了5分钟左右就关了
加上今天还蛮能控制的
没有玩那平时玩的online game
只是朋友问我哥哥为什么我没玩
既然那么想念我
所以就配了他打了两场

尝试着脱离这‘大魔鬼’
的确是很难
要脱离它只好用读书来陶醉自己
不想再沉迷在这网络世界了
但这是不可能脱离得了的

现在的生活很忙
时间都在交通上浪费了
加上休息时间根本就不可能有心读书
再加上那犯人的功课+报告
所以能读书的时间
真的很少了

抱怨不如接受
我接受现在的生活
我接受现在的挑战
应付得好就是我的收获
应付不好则是我的经验
与其在抱怨下去
不如选择乖乖的呆下去
我选择了要开心的度过。。。
这是我成长的第一步=)

笑一个~~~^_^

想念

2010-08-14T23:20:00.003+08:00

突然
觉得自己很怀旧
很喜欢回想往事
有快乐的
也有不快乐的
但快乐的占了较多的比例
也许我常常想
快乐与不快乐都得过活
所以回想的都是快乐的
不快乐的
也只有关于‘分’的那些事情

今天中午睡了午觉
梦见了和伟豪他们在一起打排球
还有几个不认识的美女 lol
重点不是美女
而是真的很久没打排球了
很想念那种感觉
也因为这场梦
也给了我自己一个梦想
应该是我人生的第一个梦想吧

看了照片
原来我们比起以前
长大了许多
改变了很多
曾经或许就只能是曾经
但我不希望如此
希望能回到过去
好好珍惜现在已经失去的
不让它有机会成为‘过去’

我的斗志
越来越差了
越来越会选择放弃
或许能打救我的
也只有妳
我曾经想过告诉妳
但每当想起‘后果’
就觉得会不堪设想
一次又一次的打消念头
每当听到妳和别人在一起
心里却送上了祝福
闷在心里几天后
就不会再感觉到酸酸的

现在
妳更是在我的生活中
渐渐消失了
想找妳聊天都难
我应该放弃了，对吧？
其实放弃也不是那么简单
曾经有放弃过
但却又回到了原来
都已经等了几年
不差再等多三年
或许那时妳嫁了别人
或许有一天我也会变心
但我希望不会发生
希望我会等到妳

妳的消失
我生活了也少了许多快乐
但不会因为你不在而不快乐
只能说生活了少了一些色彩
希望日子能过得快一些
希望在妳消失的日子里我不会倒下

回忆
许许多多的快乐回忆
大部分都有妳的存在
虽然彼此间有着代沟
但我还是感觉到快乐
妳是我梦想的一部分吗？
常常都在犹豫
不知道该不该
或许这个世界就是如此
没有明确的答案
要寻找答案需要很大的勇气
可惜我并没有

好了，以上半真半假
看了别太相信 XD
————————————————————

妈妈~生日快乐~~~！^^ 15/8 12.15a.m. 上
(虽然您不会看到 @_@!!!)
---------------------------------------------

这是我人生中第一次记得
8月15是妈妈的生日=X
还真对不起老爸
不知道他那天生日
只知道是八月或九月
应该是八月吧。。。
可怜的老爸XD
记得女生的生日也记不得您的生日
但总有一天我会不经意的记下的
I PROMISE!!!

HATE!!!

2010-08-03T22:15:00.004+08:00

Monday:
10a.m-12p.m. EB(L)
4p.m.-6p.m. MIC(L)

Tuesday:
8a.m.-10a.m. Moral Education
2p.m.-4p.m. PDP(workshop)
4p.m.-6p.m. QM(T)

Wednesday:
8a.m.-10a.m. MIC(T)
10a.m.-12p.m. IACC(L)
2p.m.-4p.m. IMGT(T)

Thursday:
8a.m.-10a.m. Moral Education
12p.m.-2p.m. IMGT(L)
2p.m.-4p.m. EB(T)

Friday:
10a.m.-12p.m. QM(L)
2.30p.m.-4.30p.m. IACC(T)

IACC(accounting)
IMGT(management)
EB(english)
MIC(economy)
QM(Quantitative methods for business)

what the GOOD timetable
at least 2 hours break for each day
somemore got 3 class start 8 oclock in the morning
so need to wake up early early ><
and end at 4p.m. or 6p.m.
they seems like want us to face traffic jam =.=lll

Finally
We are now degree students
and 6 of us are from TBF group 3.4
so I'm not lonely at all
and I'm happy because can same group with Du Hong in tutorial
so no need be so boring when driving already 0.+

But
I more love the TBF class
the guys are funny
and the timetable is best among others group
and the lecturer and tutor looks more friendly than now
maybe because I just meet the lecturer for the first week

hope in this 4 month
and can learn new things
can myself become better and better
and also hope have friendly and funny lecturer, tutor and classmates
that is what I hope for the 1st semester in TUC

___________________________________________

The bridging result
it is better than what I hope to get
especially the English
I only expected to PASS
but I get D in this subject
so Im really satisfy with what I had done in TBF
I really miss TBF so much!!!

_________________________________________

26th July
is the first day back to the college
and I apply during that day
due to too many people
so we are late to get into the hall
it is really shock when i get into the MPH
SO SO SO~~~many people inside =.=lll

_______________________________________

all the things almost settled
now only left the scolarship agreement need to settle
and when I settle anythings
I would remember someone
who help me a lot
and keep coming out on my mind
really thanks a lot !!!
MISS U~~~^-^
I can settle things without anyone helps now
although got some small problem between that
but all of it has been DONE!

无聊

2010-07-17T00:42:00.003+08:00

又是一个无聊的假期
这世界就是爱捉弄人
偏偏到了这个时候
网路才出现问题
还真的无奈
害得我不知道要做什么
选择了睡觉
却越睡越累
伟豪还说要打球
现在却人间蒸发了= =lll

找人聊天
大家却都在忙各自的
考试、赶报告
我也了解这点
所以只能无所事事的等待开学

新学期会是怎样的
会有什么新面孔
还真的有点怕怕
但人生就是这样的
身边的人都会不停的再换
要早一个永远的朋友
说是容易
但有多少人会遇到呢？
对于朋友
我不在乎长久
最重要的是
有你们陪伴我度过人生的一小部分
那已经很足够了

人心险恶
无可否认
但我依然相信
只要你真心的对别人
别人就会真心的对你
基础班就验证了这点
有心人会更难的接近你
因为你已受到保护

以前
我因它而努力
现在
我却觉得它已经不再重要了
因为再多的它
只会酿成更多的它
根本改变不了什么
只会越加越深
就如Naruto里的情节

这三个月里
让我看到了我是谁
我需要改变的是什么
虽然我不知道自己为什么而活
但我会好好的活下每一天
总有一天
他们会用不同的眼光
忏悔的眼光来看我的
做了什么事
自己心知肚明

也因如此
我不再努力的争取高分
只在乎于自己学到了什么
要如何改变自己
有句话
改变别人不如先改变自己
对我来说很管用
人因相同而存在这个世界上
人因不同而让这个世界增添色彩
当别人不努力了
你需要更加的努力
努力追求自己
让这个世界更有意义

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zZz^^zZz
刚才那些问题
我自己也不清楚
也一直犹豫了很久
徘徊不定
但始终还是找不到答案
当时我因无心的举动
而失去了
现在我想拥有
却不是那么的简单的
这也许是命运的安排
或许我应该从新开始
把旧的都忘了
那或许会活得更快乐
该到的时候总会到的
加油~~~z^^z!!!
别想太多~~~

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挺久没用中文打了
一个字：爽！！！
I hate ENGLISH, But I need to Love it always!

OVER

2010-07-10T01:25:00.003+08:00

Thursday had finished the final exam
that's mean I finished my foundation
and having 2 week holiday now

finally
everythings is over
goodbye to 3.4July
is quite a good class
have a lot funny guys & a funny mentor
and they so take care we bridging student

quite regret that
I dint join the party after exam with them
dont know why
I will miss them
much than during graduate in senior 3

after 2 weeks
need to face the new faces again
but luckily got few of my classmates
take the same courses with me
so wont really feel lonely then

and I think it is sure that I can go degree
because my english carry mark already 49.9 over 70
need 0.01 mark to pass
when I heard this news
I'm really shock
so I no need worry anymore
the only worried subject
was now at the safety position

So, I'm now waiting for the class to start~~~
the holiday just start
but I'm feeling bored already
anyone want go out with me?
anyone can borrow movie to me?

_________________________________

Yesterday, I dream again
but I won't believe all the things in dream anymore
I would only believe myself now
believe my real feeling
and to aim what I want
the things in dream would never happen
in the real world
I should trust my feeling
not trust all the bullshit dream

________________________________

Everything is over
I should start my step again
start from the first step
and hope you good luck

______________________________

K2: You will become lucky one day!
You will sucess soon!
You should believe yourself!!!

gonna be end soon

2010-06-25T13:43:00.004+08:00

Finally

all the presentation had done

I'm happy with my group-mate

thanks for their good cooperation

My english group

Everythings almost over

I'm satisfy with everythings

English Presentation & Accounting Presentation

Only Econmy Presentation not so good because of nervous

Two weeks more having exam

I know many of you are having exam these few weeks too

Goodluck to all of you

Wish everyone have a nice results

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

I was changed
a lot of things
especially
become more brave to speak when presentation
there are a lots more

I'm quite enjoy my foundation
with funny gangs
and a funny mentor
although I'm less join them

Even it is waste time and tired for driving
but I would like to face it
because I learnt a lot in Taylor
although the facility not so good
but I give me a good environment to learn
an english environment
although we were still talk in mandarin to each others
but there have enough chance for us to speak english too

I'm changed
maybe you all couldn't see
but I'm satisfy
even only I know what had I changed
but it was enough for me
and would try to change again and again
It trained me

Everythings is gonna be over for this semester
left english speaking test and final exam
hope I can finish my foundation nicely

miss class

2010-06-17T23:00:00.004+08:00

today was the first time I miss class
the 1st time in my life
reason?
because I miss her miss until crazy jor
haha!!!
I dint tell my parents lol
I become naughty already

all of you better careful
haha~~~

today I do the BST in the computer lab
only few people inside the lab
it was quiet and I enjoy that feeling

yesterday was the YED
so sad no friend come for my class's store LOL
but my class get more than 2000
they say our class was 3rd high
dont know is true or not 0.0!!!
I suppose to enjoy it
but Im not enjoy yesterday
because Im not feeling well
this few days my body is quite weak
dont know what happen to me =(
(sorry for not reply xuxu in facebook,
because Im lazy @_@!!!)
the store beside us have a nice game
the 'step ballon game'
I saw some lecturer also join that 0.0
and they play so~~~
unbelievable!!!=)
when the game start
our class people all looking at that
even got people want to buy things
they also influence by it
and watch at it...haha!!!

and today morning
when i arrive at school
my group-mate only sms me
and tell me that he havent finish the slide
what the **********
I already wear the formal shirt that time
but luckily i know his pattern already
so I got prepared extra shirt
a good lesson:
prepare umbrella before it rain
haha!!!

three more weeks to go
then the final exam
excited
my aim: pass all subject
I dont want to aim high
hehe^^
hope I can finish foundation fast fast =)

insomnia

2010-06-09T21:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
I was sleepless again
dont know what happen
since the early morning
I felt tired
and during afternoon
I was stomachache
on the way of driving home
I was still feeling not well
Im tired but sleep at about 11 oclock
because cant sleep
want to sleep but cant sleep
the most hated things for me
and always happened to me
about 12 oclock I was awake for a while
and 3 oclock I was awake again
cant sleep for one hour
until 4 oclock I only slept

Yesterday when in the lecturer
I suddenly sneeze
people say that someone is missing you when you sneeze for one
is that really true?
and today when I was arrive at office
I was sneeze again 0.0
who is missing me again?
I dont think will have people to miss me~

Now Im living in a sick home
everyone is sick
eldest brother is catch cold
youngest brother is fever
my parents and I were lack of sleep
the house full of sick mood

**********************************
Foundation class is going to be end soon
Hope everythings gonna be alright
not only me but you
**********************************

the life become busy

2010-06-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

my laptop is still alive 0.0
but i already less online
because of stupid assignments
busy can make me until crazy
so i less to chat with people
only will find the most good friends to chat

Sunday i was just comeback from PD
at night i rush the economy assignment until 1a.m.
although the assignment need to pass up only on friday
but i told my group-mate that must finish on Monday
so i should finish it
althought i know maybe he wont finish it
but this is a promise
the promise i make i will do it

Monday and Tuesday
i do the accounting assignment
and now i finish all my part of the assignment
and finally im free today
but tmr must continue to do my assignment already
BST and English
only left some time

this morning before going to school
i chat with bird mom 0.0
and tell her i actually regret to take business course
im not interst in business at all
i more love design
and im more suitable in engineering
but i will continue it and no want to change
maybe it is bad to me
maybe also good to me
i take the business course is only to train myself
train my confidence
i am a person without confidence
but i hope someday i will have it

Just for three year
ONLY 3 YEAR!!!
Im not really enjoy my foundation life now
but i think when i go to degree
the life will be better
hope i can find a better friends
a friend who suit me
HOPE so

for foundation
my only aim is to pass my english
i will follow it up slowly
hope one day
i can use english well

I SHOULD BE PERSEVERANCE

我要坚持到底

hope you guys can do it too~

累了

2010-05-23T19:35:00.001+08:00

最近覺得做人真難
有很多的事要做
有很多的事要想
人活在這個世界的目的
是甚麼?
忙的時候
就甚麼冬冬都一起來的
閑的時候
就無聊到不知道要做甚麼

沒有目標
沒有方向
有時在想
讀書是不是一個錯誤的選擇
根本就沒有心想要讀書
常常想現在就出去打拼
因為讀書所學的
不一定有用
也不一定會用
但出去打拼
所學的每一樣東西
都一定有用到的
經驗可以學會運用

讀書只不過是紙上談兵
是不是有效
要嘗試過才知道
不讀書
靠經驗
或許會面對
很多的挫折
但沒有挫折
怎來進步?
而挫折讓你勞牢記住

唉~~~~~
為甚麼最近心情會這樣 =.=?

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高興:我常用的電腦終於玩蛋了
我可以更專心讀書了!!!
(以後會很少online了,
有事sms我or Facebook 留言)

不高興:成績不是很好
竟然4科都比別人低分!!!

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我能選擇失敗嗎?
我能選擇放棄嗎?
真的希望能快點結束'生命'!

0.+

2010-05-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

明天開學啦~~~

只放一天的假

有好過沒有

因為一天就讓我感到無聊了

如果是更多天

不久更慘嗎

遊戲也玩累了

真的不知道要做甚麼

facebook

除了看看有甚麼更新

就沒甚麼好上的

online game

家裡的網路一直斷線

玩到都不爽

看戲

不知道甚麼戲好看

連戲劇

一看就不會停

看到連功課都不做

看湯杯

馬來西亞那麼利害

沒戲看

考試的時候

我因為看湯杯

而沒有讀統計學和會計

想不到

他們卻用這種成績來回報我

幹!

明天上學啦~

成績是如何

因該還不錯吧

我的目標只有及格

但這難度也很高

臭英文!!!

那天停電

多了幾分鐘

但還是來不及做完

他**的!

明天

新的一天

重新開始!!!

那批三姑六婆

真愛八卦關與我的事

你們不會得到答案的啦

=.=!!!

停此對我的八卦吧

救命!

~失败~

2010-05-09T21:17:00.002+08:00

= (
我
真的很讨厌英文！
这两天都在做英文的习题
结果都没有一次是对超过一半的！

因为这次是mid-term
也不知道会怎么考
所以都只专攻英文
会计和统计学到现在完全没有动到！
经济我都略懂罢了
刚刚拿回习题来看
结果就不会回答
我明白那是什么
但就是写不出
他*************************的！！！

虽然还是有上facebook
但上了5分钟就关掉了
５分钟也算是有上
只能说‘失败’
忍不住啊！
希望这台电脑快点坏掉
那我就没有电脑用了
接着我就可以钻心读书了
快点坏吧～～～
你的寿命也差不多了！！！

不上facebook
也不能专心
对着文字
极度无奈
甚至发呆很久
可是比起有上facebook的话
就多读了一点点
真的，就那么一点点！！！

现在
能做什么？
读了又忘
倒不如不读
是不是呢?!

我
老了=(
神经线有问题了
真的是左进右出
不到五分钟就可以忘了
好像很夸张是吧？
但的确就是如此 ><！

为什么会这样？！
我一直认定是因为没运动
可是没人要配我打球
叫哥哥陪我又说怕累
我觉得不打球会更累啊！
因为不打球几乎都很难入眠
否则就在半睡眠状态很少有完全入眠的！

谁要陪我打球啊？！

我要打球！！！！！！！！！

英文~
我恨恨恨恨恨恨恨恨你！！！

purely let off

2010-05-07T21:19:00.004+08:00

纯粹发泄
英文怎么说呢？
哪位高手可以指点指点
如题吗？
哈哈

其实也不是发泄
只是考前感想
星期一开始考试了
第一天经济
第二天英文
第三天会计
第四天统计学

到现在
只读了经济
还剩两个lecture还没读
希望考题着重在计算题
那么对我比较有利

明天和后天
要乖乖读书了
要ban Facebook!!!
但不会ban 每个周末都会玩的那个
只希望可以克制自己
但应该很难吧
哈哈
希望哥哥不要引诱我陪他玩
刚才就被引诱了> 对于考试
没期望什么
会计和统计学
都打算等到考前才读
而星期天会读经济学
重点在于英文
刚做了一个练习
18题你觉得我会答对几题呢？

答案是

2 题！！！
发生了什么？
我也不知道
哈哈
文章也不会很难
也真的不知道怎么会这样
一次比一次低分
可能是信心被彻底的打沉了
也可能是时间的限制

考试只有一小时
40分钟要完成两篇文章
20分钟要完成150字的essay
对我而言
难度是百分之百

英文！
我想告诉你
这一次我彻底的败给了你
不，不只是这一次
而是很多的时候
我都败给了你
但请相信我
总有一天
我不会胜过你
但我至少可以和你平起平坐的！！！
这次的考试
我也做了不及格的打算
但我可以告诉你
Final Exam 里我一定会PASS!!!
最少最少！！！
我要一个PASS!!!
不要求credit
不要求distinction
更不可能会HIGH DISTINTION
但我会尝试做的比PASS更好一些些的

英文，你真的很厉害
你比我强很多
你让我无法达到我要的生活
你让我多读了三到四个月的foundation
你让我多用了父母的七千多马币
你让我在上其他课的时候，不是很明白
你让我消耗了更多的时间
但我应该感谢你
总有一天
我一定能打倒你这个大大大大大坏蛋的！！！
我会让你成为我的优点！

臭英文！
看着办吧！！！
哼！！！ \ / !!!

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当没有一个好的团队
就只得靠自己
当自己没有能力
就得靠团队

魔蝎座的人
拥有独立的特征
但我并没有独立的能力
磨练，才正式开始！

魔蝎座
拥有着不轻易服输的缺点
但缺点一样可以是个优点
只看你是从哪一个角度来看事情
不是吗？
哈哈！！！

why? why? tell me why?

2010-05-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

today i wake up about 6.45a.m.
feel weird that why my mom dint wake me up
after washing my face
i only realize that today the factory is no work
im freaking idioit =.=

maybe not enough of sleep
after the lunch in the afternoon
i start feeling headache again!
gosh! =.=
why these time the frequency of headache is increasing
somethings happened to my health?

about 4.30p.m.
i arrive at home
but dint bring the key
and no people at home
so nothing can do
then i wash my car
long long time i have not been washing the car myself
usually take to the car wash center to wash
about 5.++p.m. they arrive at home
then i bath and they go to watch movie
after bath i sleep for two hours
but after wake up im still headache

and 9.15p.m. like that
maybe because im started hungry
and no headache more @@
what a good solve for headache XD
hahahaha!
and the dinner is KFC wow!!
but not nice one =.=
and the potato chips dont know why become manyonnis
so weird
freaking crazy KFC staff
...

________________________________________________

昨天睡午觉的时候
梦见了我公公的丧事
平时午觉是不会做梦的
但昨天不知道为什么
会梦见这种事
公公已经过世三年了
记得整个过程我没流过一滴眼泪
但我会想念他@@！
若我可以选择丧事的经过
我会选择我梦里的那样
而且我一直不满为什么没有‘做公德’！！！

阿公，在另外一个世界的你过得还好吧？！

Mid-term Exam

2010-05-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

下星期要考试了
却完全没有考试的心情
我怎么了

四科里面
没有一科是有把握的
英文更是没办法
今天看了课本的文章
就单单一篇罢了
就有60多个生词
太恐怖了吧

老师还说正式的考试会更难
那不就等同魔鬼考试
而且是99.99%失败的那一种？

都那么难了
而且又没有心情读
怎么办好呢？

考试
真的很重要？

能读多少就多少
家强啊，尽力吧！

~等~

2010-04-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

我依然记得几年前的那一幕
可能是觉得后悔或对不起吧
但当时的我是出于自然反应
没心拒绝你的那一个拥抱的

那次以后
你好像设定了一道墙
开始越来越不让我进入你的世界
而我的世界重来就没有打开过
不曾让任何人入侵过
包括你，也进入不了

最近在想
你对我真的很重要
或许没有改变的我
但我从你身上学会了很多东西
我帮过你或许只有那么一点点
但你却帮过了我很多很多
也因这样
对你来说我并不重要

我也不确定你对我多重要
可能一年两年
你对我而言已不再重要
但也可能对我一生都那么重要
所以都会比较
一个是梦见的
一个是帮我的
到现在我还不清楚哪个才是重要的

不知道为什么
那一幕最近常常都浮现在我的脑海里
可能
是因为距离越来越远了
发现你不想再理我了
不知你是有意没意的
包括那一幕

最近你过得还好吗
有没有人可以告诉我发生了什么
或许我不应该问这些
或许我没权利问这些
但我想知道
虽然我知道了也没用
因为我没想过要开始

或许你会看到这篇文章
或许你会错过了它
但我希望你能知道我在想什么
也希望你能让我知道你发生什么

再多两三年吧
若你对我真的是重要的
那么两三年后将会像现在一样的想念你

请不要问我是谁

我现在还想享受单身

不要剥夺我的权利

哈哈！！！

hate & love

2010-04-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

Today

I hate you

because I bad luck

。

Today

I love you

because I saw a round & light moon

。

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

。

since early in the morning
about 6.40a.m. like that
I already went out from my house
the highway is so many car today
and arrive at sunway there
quite long and need wait to turn up
then no jam anymore
but so upset
because i choose wrong road to go
I lazy to drive until from there
and choose to wait traffic light
how I know after the traffic light
is jam like hell
so ShiT!!! =.=
stuck at there about half an hours
next time I will never choose that road again

after I finished my class
arround 1.45p.m.
is damn pity
the weather is so so so hot!!!
this is not important
the more important things
is that I cant start my car!!!
dont know why the battery no more energy
and wait until my father come
to change the battery
waste my time !!!
stuck at there for 1 and half an hour
*&^#$%^&*
then 3 o clock already
so wait xuxu to finish class and fetch him home
wait until 3.30p.m. like that
taylor's system is really too bad
dissapointed with all their system

In the evening
when I arrived at home from factory
I realized the moon was so beautiful
It is so round, and quite light
my heart feel happy at the moment
and make me remember
last time I saw the smile face in the sky
I so love the sky
love the sky so much
It always make me happy
and feel free when looking at sky

变了

2010-04-24T17:03:00.004+08:00

这个世界变了
周围的一切
都在改变
很多不可能的事
都在慢慢的变可能

这次又轮到我了

不想发生的事
却无法阻止它
或许不是直接
可能是间接
但也是伤害了别人

世界变了
就要去适应
但真的很难
夹在中间的感觉
这是十分的难受
我可以与这个世界脱离吗？

真想去到自己的世界
那世界空无一人
就只有我自己
有我自己所喜欢的
那就十分完美了

曾经帮我很多的人
都被它达到了
为何它那么强？
空虚过后就给了我们压力
我们可不可以一起努力？
让一整群的受害者都站回起来
找到属于自己的自己？
虽然是隔着一个距离
但我们是可以办到的

看到一个接一个的倒下
那种心情很复杂
剩下的几个幸存者
如无意外
结果也会一样
祝福你们不会成为一份子

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一个星期又过去了
BST测验不是很理想
但就让它过去吧

下星期
有要ECON测验了
手上又有报告要交
真的很无奈
无法钻心的一件一件去完成

英文
始终还是我的障碍
对于foundation 的期望
只要及格就好了
我不想再像中学那样
考试都拼命的读

我要的是学习
不是分数！
虽然我不喜欢做报告
但做报告可以学到很多
说不辛苦是骗人的
但总得去学习
既然选择了继续升学
就会为此而努力
既然选择了这学院
就要适应它的一切
不要因为学费贵而让它变成了压力
既然父母都为了我付这笔学费
就应该真正的去学习
不再死背书
而是要真正的去吸收知识
课堂以内的知识很重要
但课堂以为的知识更重要

我准备了面对分数低的指责
我会回应‘为下次留下更大的进步空间’XD
可能会吓坏了以前认识我的人
但我不要再无目的的学习了
那将会很累很累
要学而会用
不要像以前那样
学了不知道要来干嘛
分数再高也只是好看
不会应用也等同零分
那去工作算了
也许会更快乐

As teacher say: STUDY SMART BUT NOT STUDY HARD!!!

B.A.D.

2010-04-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

wow...
quite a long period dint update my blog already
because some busy things
because tired for driving come and go to taylor everyday
because my laziness
and because feel so bad these day(without reason)

taylor's life is not bad
got the things I love
and also the things I hate

love:
so many leng lui XD
have a group of friendly classmate
quite enjoy my econmy tutorial class
meet so many primary and secondary school friend
enjoy to be friend with different culture classmate
and see people to show their love(表白)after the lecture
(one time is last thursday,second time is today.)
(And today is a guy from Maldive (name:Ibrahim)to Cin (from Indonesia))
(but both of the guys not sucess, quite waste @@!)
(I'm feel funny why have a lot of people beside(Im one of them) XD)

hate:
the parking, always need to walk so far!!!
is damn tired to drive car come and from klang to taylor
the weather in taylor building is so hot
big building still can no current electric
there are only some choice for food(also a bit expensive)

besides that
also feel that some character of classmate is repeated
e.g.: zheng gang seem like long quan
and others

this week is a bad week for me
I had been headache from Sunday until today
but today just a bit headache in the morning only
and now is ok already

today let me hate to driving
since early in the morning
when I drive to pandamaran there for breakfast
I saw a death cat beside the road
I'm not so care about it

after that
when I drive to school
I saw a death cat again
and seem like got step on it
because it die near at the corner
and I not enough time to skip it
hope I didn't so
I started feel bad

until nearly 6 oclock
I fetch my brother go to tuition(miss lok)
on the way of going
I saw a death cat again!!!

it was really so weird
how can I saw three cat die on the road
in the short period of one day?!

about 8.30pm
on the way of going home
I was at the T-junction
when I want to make a turn
a car drive so fast
nearly to crash my car
it suppose to let me go first only his turn
and my father drive behind me that time
luckily I break on time
the guy was really crazy
hope he can die as the cat
!$^!$^!$^&^$^%@!~#@!
is he one of the murder to kill those cat???!
hope these type of people can die faster!!!

好人、坏人

2010-04-03T18:11:00.003+08:00

突然问起自己

‘你是好人吗？’

‘你是坏人吗？’

。

这

也太难回答了

。

在许多人心中

我

也许是好人

但在我自己心中

并不是大家想像中的那么好

。

怎么说呢？

。

自己也不懂得该怎么说

只能说我每次都装不懂

。

其实大家是怎么看我的？

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

。

再说

。

我只知道自己太相信自己了

有些事情

已经有人给了我劝告

但就是不肯听

。

但事情的结果往往都与我所想的相反

对很多还没发生事情

我总会先猜想如何发生

但很多时候并不是那么样

。

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

我很想知道

New Life

2010-03-25T22:01:00.003+08:00

it was quite a long day for me being alone in orientation day
so boring to hear the incharge person of every department
to talk about their department
i arrive there quite early
im the second person to sit inside the lecturer theatre

then got 2 people from Johor '宽柔中学' sit beside me
in the bridging class so many are from chinese private school
it make me feel comfortable because all can talk chinese

the second day
another person sit beside me
different school he come from
but also from Johor
and this guy dont know speak chinese well
so i am force to talk english with him
no choice
but that is a good chance for me to speak

the third day
another people sit beside me again
and he ask me which country are me from
walao =.=
***
so shit...
ask which country am i from!!!
i know my speaking got problem
it since im changing school from KL to klang
i know my voice is different with others
but think that i am from others country >
and today
suey xin and boss come to study with me
finally im not lonely
but just for 2 days =.=
we will change into small group next week
so hope that we can same class
dont want be lonely
haha

is quite enjoy the taylor's life
at least the student wont so proud
and can feel the they are kindly
but somethings was uncomfartable
when walking pass anyway
there must be some eyes looking at me
let me feel so weird =.=

火

2010-03-21T22:19:00.004+08:00

Just now I was angry
somethings was happened
and I so disappointed about it

why dont let me do the things myself?!
everytime also like that
really hot temper

but after I saw a email
which sent from my primary classmate(Joanne)
my emotion calm down a lot
thx so much

and thx to ah cai also
help me to calm down emotion
and solve this type of stupid problem

now everythings is ok
hope I can have my own world
as soon as possible
dont want everythings also worry about me
ok?!
I need to learn everythings myself
or else I wont improve
I know you all are good for me
but I dont want this type of life

I want to learn everythings myself
without over help
if not I can not be change!!!

p.s: yesterday had gathering with primary classmate
really feel apologize to some of them
because I had forgotten their name but they stilll remember me
hope can continue to have good connection with them ^^!

^%^ <<<<<<<<<<<<

輕鬆的日子

2010-03-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

心情沉淀了一个星期

慢慢的恢复过来了

也不知道为什么

那星期的心情突然低落下来

無論如何

谢谢妳们

昨天

早上找阿姨一起去吃肉骨茶

吃了后载他们回家

回家冲凉后

又再开车

和哥哥一起去sunway

我驾车！！！

感觉还不错

说远不会很远

但听我阿姨说

她九点上班的

最迟七点三十分就要出门

啊=.=

那又要回到了中学早起的生活

没办法=.=

其实我不太会路

是个大路痴@_@

会去不会回0.0

回家的路途中

我竟然忘记转弯上桥

走到puchong 的toll

于是要多给五~六零吉=.=

转着转着

哥哥指路教我去summit

去到那里就打bowling

哈哈

果然是我的主场

第一局打到120多分

第二局因为手指弄伤+手臂没力

只打了70多分=.=

打完后再回去sunway从走一次

这次记得湾上桥了

至于有没有走错路

都不知道该怎么说

走到sunway college 的正门了

还笨笨的去U-turn

记得上次boss 载我们的时候

他是有U-turn 的

走过的路

全部都有印象

而且应该也没走错

谁知走到最后

才发现

原来刚才在sunway college 那里

不用U-turn再走下去

就是那一条路了=.=

啊=.=

我真的有够白吃

结果整个下午被哥哥‘酸哓’

他**的 =.='''!

至于会不会驾车上学

自己也不太清楚

还要看他们肯不肯给我驾车0.0

空虚&矛盾

2010-03-08T22:55:00.005+08:00

哥哥回台湾后
房间只剩下我一个
感觉有点空虚
所以进到房间
东西都随便丢
反正没人会骂
懒得去整理它

最近的生活
很无聊
整天都对着电脑
游戏也玩厌了
这‘大放假’什么都没有做到
空虚的度过了几个月

玩自己最喜欢的online game
玩到闷了
加上每次跟我一起玩的那个朋友
也因为要上课而少上线了
所以都自己玩
很空虚
习惯配合进攻的我
自己一个人打得很无聊
不是欺负新手
就是被高手杀得惨惨的
特别是遇到队友是新兵的时候
凭我一个杀得再多还是一样要输

休息了那么久
真希望快快开学
但也不太想上学
听已经开始上课的人说
还蛮忙的
又怕忙又怕无聊
真的太矛盾了

这几天又开始与小学同学联络回了
有几个真的毫无印象
想：我的班里真的有这个人吗?
自己班的不记得
倒记得隔壁班的
我真的太。。。
他们也举办了聚会
20/3，星期六
现在心里想去又不想去
很矛盾的说

跟一个人聊了过后
才知道原来她。。。
到现在还是有点不信
但我相信她不会骗我的
只是感觉太难相信罢了
除了这个
还聊了其他的东西
她只说了几句
就知道她要问什么了
我还是诚实的告诉了她
因为不可能有东西可以瞒过她
是唯一能那么明白我的
是真心的好好好朋友
至于那件事是否会继续下去
我真的不知道
还在矛盾当中
但跟她聊了之后
我的心好像在告诉着我
不应该继续
我应该相信梦里发生的事情
还是相信发自内心的话语？
梦，应该只是虚有的

我
真的很矛盾
想找人来诉心里话
但又不相信别人

做人
还是傻一点好
聪明只会为自己带来麻烦

我不应该再继续，对吗？
应该要从新开始了
将一切都改变
我一定能做到
只是怕自己会后悔

谢谢你

你猜透了我的心

让我有地方发泄

希望你一切保密

YeAh~!

2010-03-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

27/2
when i was playing game
suddenly got "bi bi" from outside the house
I dint go out to see
after a while
my brother go to see
then i continue my game

when he come up
he give me a letter
i so weird that why got people sent me letter
then look it

WOW~! SCOLARSHIP~!

although after get the 50%
the school fees is still high
but Im happy can get it
then my parents no need to pay so much on me

HAHAHAHA!!! THX GOD!!

as sister said
need to pay more attention in class then

It is a good start for me

My business foundation class will be start on 22/3
but so weird that why boss and suey xin start on 25/3
is there any others foundation student also start on 22/3?

(Dream 7)

OMG!!!=.=

Dream again

This time you said

you miss me

woohooooo!!!

=.='''

爆

2010-02-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

一月十四日那天
我在香港迪士尼樂園
看了我一生中所見過的最美麗的煙花
持續了十分鐘左右吧
真的很美

二月十四日
是情人節也是農曆新年
這次的新年和以往一樣
沒什麼特別的
唯一特別的是
我自動的去幫忙媽媽做些過新年的東西
是第一次
已往都不理會的
都不肯幫忙

年初二他們突然說要去雲頂
結果便跟著去了
人真的很多
所以沒有去theme park 玩
阿姨比較早到
帶著表弟去玩
付了五十多塊
才玩了兩三樣東西
挺浪費的說
去到那裏
沒什麼可以做
便在那裏的 burger king 吃了午餐
那時大概四五點左右了吧
過後就去打bowling
還不錯啦(86分)

年初三
沒東西做
哥哥又約了阿姨表哥表姐去sunway pyramid
又是打bowling
玩了三場
有進步啦(70/82/97)
但比起以前
差了很多
因為以前在summit打的時候
能打到205分的 0.0
也不知道那時為甚麼那麼厲害=.=
那年真的是好運得不得了
甚麼事都沒問題
不知要等多久
才能變回那麼樣的幸運

年初九拜天宮
到了我舅舅家那裡過夜
也玩了二十一點
玩了半個小時
運氣也不是很好
十多場不是輸錢就是跟莊家的牌一樣大
到最後要結束了
就加註
打算將剩下的錢都輸光就算了
誰知玩了四場
四場全勝
而且有三場都收穫雙倍
真想不到不但回本了
竟然還能贏錢
太神奇了
=.='''

今天
哥哥回台灣啦
這laptop又交回給我了
但還真不習慣
因為他把電腦format過了
變成台灣版的window 7
所以只能打繁體字了

願今年過得順順利利
能像迪士尼樂園那煙花般的漂亮
能像玩二十一點一樣
再困難種出現了奇蹟

年初五又再發了夢

發了第五次的連接夢

沒什麼特別的

前晚發了第六次夢

夢見我們過得很快了

昨晚沒發夢

今晚又會繼續嗎

HEY!

2010-01-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

blog will stop update about one month
(until 24~25/2 like that)
although I got many many story to tell
if want to know how my life
can find me in msn
thanks for those who always view my blog

~THANK YOU SO MUCH~

-VS-

2010-01-19T23:28:00.004+08:00

Hong Kong VS Taiwan

Hong Kong is so nice

Taiwan not bad too

but Hong Kong not nice to play

because too much of 'China Man'

they so palia

kurang ajar!!!

dont know what is line up

and no manners

'Hong Kong Man' is not bad

but when you go for MRT

must be careful

they will push you in when so much people

'Taiwan Man' is really different with it

they are so polite and honest

the hong kong trip

so lucky

I saw one member of TWINS

2009 VS 2010

Year 2009 not a good year for me

Year 2010 was really different

I feel my luck change better

and many things can be easily complete

Study VS Work

both also can I accept

but work really so boring

because can whole days sitting inside office and nothing to do

really boring

and study is quite good

somemore can have part time work

because only study about 12 hours ++ for one weeks

Dream ~~~(continuation 4)

dream again

this time was only a short dream

continue that story that havent finish

after gap for one year plus few month

is continue again

this time you only give me a short time to talk with you

and night

you ask me a question

‘你还没习惯上网的时候，你通常在做什么的？’

I answered your quest with the answer which I know that not you wanted

you looked a bit despair then

then the dream end =='''

when you the dream continue again?

and when will it become true？

expected

suddenly & finally

2010-01-09T07:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday was quite a good day for me
first,my papa say want to go HONG KONG
and I also go with them
sorry for S3ACJ, I wont attend on next thursday
this trip not for fun
but learning and open my eyes sides
i dont know what to say
I only know how to say SORRY

next,I go MY STUDY today
to ask some information about study together with wei siang
finally, I decide to apply Taylor College
International Business & Marketing
give myself a new challenge and new life
but Kent say my course was started on January
meanwhile next monday
but Im going to Hong Kong tomorrow
so I only can ask him help me to apply for September course

after I went back to kilang
my parents was not in the office
it is so boring to stay inside office
then I chat a lot with miss cai
dont know why so many things can chat yesterday

about 4.30 p.m.
Kent call me
he told me that my course is start on February and July
I need to take a test first
and tell me that my results can apply 50% scolarship
WOW~~~I hope I can get it
it is more cheap than curtin for me if I can apply this scolarship
hope the god will bless me!!!

Yesterday was really a nice day

Thanks for god, thanks for everyone

p/s: I think year 2010 will be my lucky year
It was only January
but i can go oversea twice in this month
hope my 2010 was a nice year
dont same as 2008 and 2009
its quite bad luck in this two years

the reason i choose Taylor:
1. My mom hope me can stay at here
2. Taylor is located at Subang,
it is easier for me to help my father to work in business
3. Taylor is famous enough in business course
4. Taylor have a new campus in puchong
5. I want to learn english well,
Taylor's english level is good enough
6. I CAN GO HOME EVERY DAY

INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS & MARKETING
I think it was really a good subject
I think I can learn what I want in this course!

~爽~

2010-01-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

I'm back since monday about 12.30p.m.

It's feel good

Many nice nice place

and is quite cold especailly the north part

7days to follow tour guide

3 more day we stay at my brother hostel

Taiwan is a nice play to travel

Our group

have 30 people

quite a young group

because got one pair aunty uncle

who already over 70 years old

but they were active and healty

and they are kind

Besides that

also got one natural leng lui

so ngam

she is my father de primary school's classmate de daughter

my father just meet back with his classmate just for one month

who know after one month

they meet again in travelling

the leng lui also just finish her secondary study

I dint take any information from her la...

but know that when my father chatting with his friend

I so enjoy this trip

Can see 'people' 'moutain' 'people' 'sea' in the market

Can 'line up' 'mountain' 'turn' 'sea' (hahahahaha)

go many place

got so many things can buy(but not suitable for me=.= all girl's things)

This trip really let me so relax

Take me away from annoyance

and now

I decided not to go curtin

I want TAYLOR~

take 4 month's english foundation

then start my degree

no people can say it is good or bad for me to make this decision

because 'belum cuba belum tahu' ( wakaka )

Now I left some problem

that is... what course should I choose?

I'm interest in :

-Business Management

-Business Administration

-International Business

-International Business & Marketing

-Business Management & Marketing

OMG!!! Which one is more good?!

Maybe I will try International Business & Marketing

Give me a chance to change myself

~(^_^)~

2009-12-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

Marry Chrismast and Happy New Year
Wish All The Best

It is time for me to say good bye in 2009

See you all in Year 2010!!!

^^(Happy and Excited)^^

what is the feeling?

what is the different?

what is special?

希望此行能解决许许多多的问题^^!

BYE~BYE~!!!

FuTuRe

2009-12-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

Everyone is asking about future
but I also don't know what I want

Administration management?
Marketing?
Finance?
Economic?
Design?

Still have what subject?

Marketing---> My eldest brother and youngest brother learn before
and I'm not very love it
Just some .
Administration management--->My second brother is now learning in Taiwan.
Finance---> I'm interesting on it, but what job can I have after finish the course?
Economic--->This is a quite good subject, but what is the usage of it?
Account--->This is a very boring subject, and feel it take so much of time!
Design--->I'm not very good on drawing,
although I take prize before,
and all my friend said business is more suitable for me.

It is quite a troublesome problem
But also important for own life
What type of life I want?
I also don't know what I want.

Do you have any idea?
What subject suitable for me?

I have been told my mom that I want to study design
Advertising+graphic design or Interior design
But my father and brother also not very agree on it

Now
I have no aim
I have no ways
I have no idea

I don't know what should I choose
Please leave me some suggestion~

@_@

2009-12-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

不只不觉
已经12：23 分啦

blog换了肤色
呵呵
原本还不错的
给我越改越不能看
哈哈哈哈哈

夜了
是时候睡觉了
明天才继续PO啦~

p/s：谢谢xynn 教我换。

才十二月头

2009-12-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

时间过得很快
促销已经结束啦~
但看看日历
原来才刚刚迈入十二月的第八天

这次的时间怎么好像过得很慢似的
什么原因？
是因为过着没有目标的日子吗？

很希望现在就知道统考成绩

对于这十一天的工作
还蛮享受的
虽然还是有被投诉
但他们的表现都很好
至少都有达标
只是我哥自己太厉害投诉罢了

这次生意跌了很多
比上次少了
但进到来了顾客几乎80%都有买东西
还有的是因为上两次都买了
所以没买到东西

对大家的表现都很满意
但这可能是最后一次和大家一起做工了
因为都要去升学了

真希望还有下一次
希望可以超越每一次的成绩
希望可以继续跟大家一起工作

这是一天
过得比想象中的轻松
谢谢你们的付出
我这次才能那么轻松~

因为你们
让我减少了不快
让我不至于十分后悔
但希望能有下次

我真的在等待

等待你的回应

等待那天到来

又来？！

2009-11-20T23:31:00.003+08:00

又再发恶梦嘞
还梦见被人家砍了几刀
确站着不会逃跑

最近的想象力太丰富了
可能应为没有读书
减少了思考
所以都在睡觉的时候思考
=.=
干！干！干！！！
要梦也梦好事呀
怎么都梦见那么衰小的事呢！！！
还连续几天
真他X的

噩梦给的预兆？

2009-11-18T21:52:00.005+08:00

连续两天发了许多梦
而且不是一天一个
而是一天有五六个
梦见的东西都是不好的

第一天的梦
我就觉得很怪了
向来都不会一次发那么多梦的
这次却梦见不同的场景和不同的时间
发生了许许多多不同的东西
但都没有一件是好事
原本还以为说可能最近没读书了
有太多的时间
让自己的头脑想东想西
才会发那么多梦

今天又再发梦
也是不同的场景不同的时间
早上起来没什么去想它
做工做到一般
中午的时候来了一通电话
由于那里下雪
港口被封了
货物是上了船的
但那里的政府因安全问题不准许开船
因此货物无法依时送到

过了不久
感觉不太对劲
再通电给另一家供应商
天呀
也面对了问题
原本可以在下星期一运到的货物
又必须延迟到十二月中才到

下星期四促销就开始了
货物无法运到
问题很严重啊！！！

突然发生了那么多东西
真的有点难接受

为了这次的促销
辛苦了不少
为了它
而坐了大约十个小时的巴士
为了它
而弄得全身脏兮兮的
为了它
让我这几天都没什么休息时间
为了它
更让我选择放弃了最后一次的毕业旅行

天时、地利、人和
地利与人和都有了
请到的员工个个都是十分不错的
一切都计划的很好了
但没想到一场天灾
比在伤口上洒盐还要心痛

现在没办法做些什么了
只能期望所有的霉运到此结束
只希望促销能顺顺利利的完成

毕业

2009-11-12T13:22:00.002+08:00

毕业咯~~~
但却没有我想象中的
今年的毕业典礼很普通

兴华中学
成为了我的母校
我们不再是中学生了

但毕业典礼
我没感觉到任何的不同
是因为我这个人无情吗？
整个过程都没什么特别
与师长们握手的时候
脸上的笑容也不完全发自内心

毕业了
放下了包袱
但也提起了新包袱
要学习面对更多的东西
跟需要学习不依靠别人

谢师宴和prom night
倒比较享受谢师宴的气氛
prom night 的那种气氛
特别是那种灯光
让我非常不适应
那食物更是不适合我吃
幸好去之前吃了面包
但今天一早起来
肚子痛得不得了
>
是时候跟所有的朋友告别了
你们永远是我心中的朋友！
愿我们的友谊长存~

冠军~~~YEAH!!!

2009-11-10T18:09:00.002+08:00

冠军冠军冠军
篮球比赛赢啦！
这可能是我人生中的最后一场球类赛
因为以后都不可能有机会再参加这些比赛

电工班超难打的
但最后幸运之神还是属于我们的
哈哈
伟祥今天超厉害的
龙权也很威
三包一他照样稳稳的拿着球
凯翔和伟衡今天也进了很多球
很羡慕他们能进那么多
嘻嘻
文生和俊声都不错

打到第三节的时候有怕怕的感觉
我们队的有三个人已经4犯了
还有一节很容易就5犯
但最后竟然却没有5犯
哈哈

换了衣服过后
回来一看
我们班的士气很高
心想好像白跑了一趟
但伟衡很累
所以上场顶了一会儿
还成功阻止他们的两次快攻
哈哈
投球机会也只有一次
原本想投三分的
但文艺站得蛮近的
所以选择了两分跳投
差一点
哎呀！！！
不然就很完美了
但龙权有补进
也不错啦~~~
哈哈

很高兴
虽然没什么奖赏
但过程就已经是一种奖赏

老实说
我的投球其实不准的
但跟到这班一起打
却能投进美丽的球
哈哈
可能是应为不用控球吧
在球场上的任务
只是阻止快攻、防守和投球罢了
不用去打我最不喜欢的篮板球
（篮板球最容易被撞伤，又最吃力）
呵呵

开心开心开心^_^

谢谢每个关心我的脚的人
其实也没有你们想像中严重啦
谢谢你们
你们是最好的
哈哈！！！

最后1分钟！！！

2009-11-09T17:44:00.002+08:00

啊啊啊啊啊！！！
快取消比赛！！！
不想打了啦！！！

脚痛
没手感
凯翔五犯了
龙权又不来
还打什么？
奇迹又再出现？
但伟祥一定被订死
谁能制造这个奇迹？！

龙权都不知道要不要打的
对电工就算赢了
对理平他不要打的话
一样很难拿冠军

刚才防守很差
一个治良就防不好了
理平虽然只有明藤较强
但安棋和明辉都不是简单的
还有一个宏毅气很长又厉害偷袭
加上准杰初中的时候是校队
火力那么强
很难打啊！！！

忠班剩三分钟
我们班剩一分钟
下一班最好是对忠班
可以玩闹
但好像有点难控制要对哪一班
啊啊啊！！！

痛痛痛！！！

2009-11-06T18:49:00.003+08:00

篮球比赛赢啦
但打得不爽
=.=
第一节就扭伤脚了
!@$^!@%!@$^
不小心踩到别人的脚
=.=
就这样跌倒扭伤
真差！！！
第二次跌倒也是撞到同一个人
=.=
差差差！！！
脚快点好啊~~~
不然不能跑了！！！

进3分球超爽的
唯一的一粒
而且都是站在我最旺的位置
嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻~~~
但还是打得不好
打不久就喘气了

p/s:谢谢秀言借我球鞋
不然脚会扭得很严重
现在轻伤应该可以继续打
呵呵
要打进决赛啊！！！

烂

2009-11-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

星期五晚上九点
到了klang central巴士站
10点上巴士
那巴士很不错
有个别电视机+按摩（虽然不是真的那种）
享受了一下
因为那天早上有搬货
所以很累
上到巴士
享受了15分钟左右
就睡觉了

新加坡
在我的印象中是很好的
但在去年的时候
去到了新加坡
和我想象中的差很远

这次是第二次去
比第一次去更适应了一些
但却给了我很不好的印象

那里的人
和马来西亚人没有两样
1）上MRT的时候
乱推乱挤
多没理让精神呀
2）当我下巴士不久后
就‘碰’的一声
很大声
抬头一看
车祸了
那么短的距离
竞然也可以发生车祸
而且还是撞得很严重
一个司机的头受伤了
另一个司机下车后乱骂（粗口）
当时我发呆了
幸好那时候我还没过马路XD
危险
3）新加坡也不再是没有垃圾
到处都可以见（虽然比马来西亚好了一点）
那里的人一样是乱丢垃圾
但大部分的人还是不会乱丢
大概100个人里就有5个是乱丢的吧
不乱丢垃圾的意识还是比马来西亚好
想想一下
他们也没特别注重环保
4）‘烟’
走在街上除了要吸汽车的黑烟外
还要吸那些在街旁抽烟的人的烟
而且女生抽烟的占了所有抽烟的人的一半
有很多美女
都是抽烟的
破坏了我对他们的印象
5）在晚上
因为要等到10点才有巴士可以回来吧生
所以6点谈完生意后
就到lavender那里的小贩中心等
隔壁桌的那桌人在喝酒
而且还有‘小姐’陪
那班女生太不自重了吧？
但由于下着大雨
没有的选择
只好继续等
等到八点多
雨没下的那么大了
就换回去下面
在楼下吃东西
不怎么习惯那些食物

十点上巴士
三点半就回到的klang central巴士站
坐taxi回到巴生
已经四点了

脚
超痛的
在那里就只是走路走路走路
对不喜欢shopping的我来说
简直就是一种折磨
只是另一种方式罢了
都是我哥哥！！
有下午4点的巴士不要
还要继续走！！！
啊啊啊~~~
但也不可以怪啦
都去到新加坡了
还不去走走
难道要等到下次再去过吗？
只是天不做美
应该是说我在新加坡的运气超差的
下了一场大雨
不给我们去走其他的地方

全身昏昏的
差点遇到车祸
而且是两次那么多0.0
超级sui xiao
好在没有撞过来
回到马来西亚后
感觉舒服回了许多

新加坡也没什么特别嘛XD
只是消费能力高、交通方便、治安好罢了
其他的都差不多
那些抽烟的女生
就跟在吉隆坡的那些马来女生抽烟没有分别

总结一句：
我还是喜欢我的家
还是习惯了住在马来西亚~~

It is time to sacrifice

2009-10-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

It is time to go

It is time to sacrifice

Sacrifice sleeping

Sacrifice game+ing

Sacrifice all the things I like

Just for half month

Just for 15 days

Maybe it is hard to complete

But I need to try my best

And it is also last exam in my life

剩下9天左右吧

就是统考了

这几天都在浪费时间

该停止了

为自己在中学的最后一张‘纸’上

画出最漂亮、最亮眼的

统考的魔力还真大

许多人都死在它收上

有的人放弃了

有的人为了它生活得不安

有的人为了它失去了健康

有的人为了它找不到好工作

九天

其实很快过

但九天不上网

却感觉到时间好像过得很慢

要我为了读书不上网

还真有点困难

但虽然是困难

我也得逼自己

九天罢了

很快就过的

一定能做到的！！！

有人看到我上网的话

麻烦骂一骂我

或者BLOCK我、不理我

我会很感谢你们的！！

呵呵

但10.30pm到11.30pm

放一放人吧

轻松一下下应该的

哈哈=='''

放弃了的

别再放弃

在努力当中的

继续努力

还没开始的

马上开始

大家

一起拼吧

时间

很快就过的

忍一忍吧~~~

你说你行你就行

HAHA

P/S今天是10月13日

祝小菁生日快乐！！！

Happy Birthday to my cousin~~~

哈哈

^_^

变数

2009-10-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

对于我的未来

真的有很多变数

想不到昨天才思考着

今天却完全不同了

我或许会在明年

就去工作了

而且还是要当一名责任不小的员工

听到这消息

我还真的吓坏了

我连毕业都还没毕业

就被寄予当那么高的职位

天啊！

我这除了读书

什么都不会的家伙

竟然那么快就有那么“大单”的责任

很怕什么都做不好

想不到

也从没想过我会有这样的路

等着我去走

虽然不知道这条路是好是坏

但只要肯努力学习

就是一条不错的路

这是命运的安排吗？

没想到当我在计划着未来的时候

就发生了变数

难道这就是所谓的

‘船到桥头自然直’吗？

这条路会好走吗？

希望是一条不错的路

若真的能当上这职位

还得靠各位的帮忙

呵呵

想知道是什么工作吗？

Shhh~~~

this is a secret...

哈哈

若是真的

明年就会知道

现在不必再烦恼去哪国读咯

要是真的

我就会在马来西亚发展一段很长的时期

结束啦

2009-10-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

一切都结束啦

在兴华中学上课的日子

终于圆满结束啦

下次回到学校

不是考试

就是'high time' 了

毕业考成绩不理想

可能是没认真准备吧

我的目标

似乎不见了

我没有放弃

但我不再为此奋斗

我的斗志去了哪里？

这几天

又再烦未来的问题了

要升学？

要做工？

唉~

爸妈怎么在这个时候有丢这个问题给我

台湾、新加坡、马来西亚？

真的不懂

就连要读什么科系都不懂

但现在正是公司要‘冲’的时候

如果我就那么不理它

往我自己的路走

那么机会就要再多等十多二十年了

会“冲”几久

我不知道

只知道现在却少了一批人手

正在聘请当中

而且还要二到三组人马那么多

我现在不可以离开

要等到明年六月、七月

有固定的人马后

我才能继续我的路

但我的路存在着很多变数

自己也不知道下一步会发生什么

六月、七月正是台湾的开课日

或许我会选择台湾

许多人认为去台湾是‘玩’的

我不知道

但去那里玩玩也不错呀

至少能在那里学会我最欠缺的沟通能力

哥哥说那里的社交很好

又或许

我在这短短的几个月

就学会了比课本上更有价值的知识呢？

真的不知道

一切

还是顺其自然吧

每个人都有自己的运气

但

我却没有像别人一样

那么的好运

在这几天所发生的事

就证明了这点

我唯有靠努力

希望我的努力能改变我的命运

希望大家在统考都有不错的运气~

天天都在玩game @o@

2009-10-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

这几天

都在玩这个online game

还以为自己会等到统考后才玩的说

想不到停了几个月

再统考前几个星期又在玩了0.0

假期大家都在做什么？

读书？

睡觉？

上网？

逛街？

还是都在家里发呆0.0?

统考

该怎么办

拚吗？

但没什么心情

唉~~~

p/s:第一次上载图片，

所以有些乱，

paiseh 咯！

读书

2009-09-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

考试可能是考到麻木了
都没什么读到的
不知是应为没读书还是什么的
总觉得考试的那个位子怪怪的
真不风水=.=
一早就有阳光照进来
那阳光弄得我很不自在
考华文和英文的时候
头都会感到晕晕的
华文的作文更是乱写
句子倒反写
如：我的头脑写成头脑的我
错得很多
所以考卷上很多XXX

数学更是严重
看错时间
试卷二是从9.15分开始
但我看成9.00开始
结果当我做到第三题的时候
抬头一看
哇~~~
用超过半个小时了耶
结果就‘飚车’
第四题考试就用来赶了
当做着最后一题的时候
时间剩下十五分钟
看到还有人离开考场
发觉很奇怪
怎么最后十五分钟还能离开考场呢？
再看清楚时间
原来还有30分钟多的时间
天呀！！
这次数学是考观念较多
我真够白疵
赶着来做
不知道会有多少的错误
现在有点怕怕的
怕考出来的成绩
怕接下来的考试还是那么blur blur 的

但是昨天到今天到现在（8.00p.m.)
我都还没碰到书
可能是白天没有读书的心情吧
发现自己在家里只有晚上会读书
白天不是跟哥哥一起打game
就是坐在电视机前发呆的
想东想西想你想我想她

还好明天没有考试
不然就完蛋了
因为星期日我都不读书的
哈哈

考完毕业考
就要准备统考了
怕情况还是一样的
呆在家里却没心读书
想找一些有读书气氛的环境
但不要有太多人
人多闲话也多
闲话多说话也多
说话多时间也多
多多多
多到最后就买toto
不用读书了
然后中toto
拿来买多多跑车回家
哈哈哈... ...

假期生活

2009-09-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

这几天的假期
本来应该是要读书的
但我却连动也没有动到
只是今天华文才翻了3页
整个假期都在陪哥哥玩PS
而且都玩到半夜一点多两点
第二天有六点自动起床了
醒来后
想睡却谁不下了
没什么休息到

明天就星期三
星期四就考试了
但却没有心情去读
反而是在想起它的

不知道怎么的
在大家都开始打拼的时候
我却像是很犹哉的
是我平时都已经准备好了吗？
总觉得没有考试的感觉

但一天时间给我准备
应该来得及的
因为预考时都读过了
多多少少都有印象

功课
也没有动到
原本打算解数学和簿记的
然后再读地理
但计划全部泡汤
哈哈
是没有读书的环境吗？
不知道
反正都不想理就对了

放松心情
或许是我这个假期最大的收获吧
虽然这假期让我更累
但过得挺不错的
妈妈不在家
少了一些‘声音’
XD
所以玩PS也可以玩到半夜
哈哈

大家要好好加油噢！
虽然这次假期被我浪费了
但我会考的不错的
我会加油的
你们也要哦！

~考试顺利~

祝福

2009-09-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

快结束高三了
有些东西好像突然间失去了
特别是那种感觉
不知该怎么形容
就是那种

不知道发生什么事了
只知道有事在发生
以我的性格
我不会刻意去打听
一切顺其自然吧
该知道的东西总有一天会知道
只是迟和早的问题罢了

突然
像是被老子和庄子上了身似的
最近很多东西
都顺其自然
不去想那么多
这应该是好的
但总觉得没安全感
不去想
就会怕发生什么什么的

现在离任务不远了
有许多许多的任务
必须赶快完成
应付毕业考、统考
应付毕联会的东西
应付工厂的问题
还有很多的任务
但最担心的任务
就是这个人物
因为没办法完成的话
可能就永远都无法完成了
因为不知道何时
才会有同样的任务
但当然
这任务越少越好

年尾又要做工了
可能连续赶两场
但我享受那过程
因为能和大家合作
是一件幸福的事
学到了课本上交不到的东西
我...
几乎决定不再升学了
但有许多反对的声音
除非有能说服我的理由
否则我决定留下

我
不想再为了读书而读书
老实说
读书其实并不辛苦
我也学了很多
但我不懂的该怎么应用
那就是纸上谈兵的成绩
我需要的是什么？
但绝对不会是这些

我有很多性格
最为人不知的是固执
一旦我能确定要得到的东西
我一定会得到
这性格也许只有伟豪一个人知道
忘了什么时候
被他发现了。。。

所以
没有好的理由
我就不会继续升学了
虽然你们反对
但我就是我
由不得你们来决定

我要证明
所谓的‘厉害’
不一定要读到什么硕士或博士
才能变得‘厉害’

这年尾的工
应该很精彩
因为会有第三家
来向我们开炮
而这第三家
是我老早前就想把它炸平了的
那也将会是我第一次
第一次以非学生的身份工作了
非常期待这一天的到来
总有一天
你们会为你们的行为而承担后果的
而那后果这是由我们合力完成的

无论如何
都得感谢所有曾经在我生活中出现过的人
无论好朋友
或是普通人
都得感谢你们曾经陪我走过
祝福你们
祝福你们各各都完成你们的梦想
也祝福自己能完成自己的任务
祝福~~~大家~~~~

懒惰虫

2009-08-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

笨蛋
何时要醒呀？
放假都十天了
你做了什么呀？

常说要在统考考好成绩
但现在
你做了什么？
整个假期就那么白白浪费
你的确是有基础
但基础不能保证你
有基础但不努力
结果就会像预考一样
考试前的确是有尽力
但那是帮不了你的
预考成绩就证明了给你看
之前不努力的东西
到了最后一天
是来不及了的

还没梦醒吗？
无论要读书或是做工
你都得先好好考完剩下的两个考试
暂时放下这一些问题吧！
船到桥头自然直
但如果你不再努力
船的了桥头
就很难再直了

开始拚吧！
剩下三个星期
就毕业考了
接着就是统考了
辛苦那么短短的几十天
也不行吗？
没人能保证你的未来
唯有你才能做到这一点

是时候了
火候也应该足够了
该爆发了
还玩不够吗？
打game也打到电视机烧了
旅行也去过了
戏也看过了（机器人===>搞笑=.=）
还有什么还没满足的呢？

拚吧！
你九月或许还会有个旅行
所以你的时间也比别人短了
好好珍惜剩下的时间吧！
冲吧！笨蛋！

沉淀

2009-08-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

预考成绩
实在不想接受
但事实就是如此
还能改变吗？

昨天
班上办了Coffee House
只见大家都玩得还不错的
可是自己的内心却不想参与
只想自己一个人静下来
可是就是有人怕我寂寞
总是有人来找我说话
心理却不想理他们
但不能那么没礼貌
所以就跟他们说说几句
有留意我的人
都应该知道我有点‘不爽’
不知道是为了考试成绩
还是为了那件事
又或者因为多了今天的这件事
唉~~~
总之麻烦多多就对了

这次的考试
不知该说是倒霉
又或者说是天注定了的
竟然有三科的成绩就在那么边缘
是我被注定了要做一世的边缘人物吗？
地理、英文、华文
就差那么的1分、0.5分、0.5分
实在有够难以接受的
上次华文和英文都拿了58.5分
这次华文和英文都拿了59.5分
有够***********的

值得安慰的是
这一次除了地理和簿记退步以外
其它的都有进步
但就只进步那么的一分、两分
还是不及格
唉~~~
或许应该像老爸说讲的
这次进步1分
下次再进步1分
那么毕业考就不必出现红字了
呵呵
应该积极的面对一切
不是吗？
老爸都能接受我的烂成绩了
为什么自己却没能接受呢？
是习惯的养成？
不会那么恐怖吧？
XD

我要重新开始
开始新的目标
不要把目标定得太高
就是我的目标
(废话）XD

假期了
是时候沉淀自己了
是时候放松自己了
是时候改装自己了
是时候重返巅峰了
是时候开始行动了
是时候说我爱你了
是时候打量自己了
是时候回报它们了
是时候回敬他们了
是时候。。。

考试生活的沉闷
还挺痛苦的
因为考试
让我失去了健康
让我没再打球了

突然很想打球
谁要陪我打球？？？
篮球、排球等都好
想让自己的脾气
一次过的爆发出来就是了
让脑筋回到最灵活的状态

陪我打球！陪我打球！陪我打球！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！

Yeah

2009-08-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

Yeah Yeah Yeah!!
know how to link already...
Thx PENG~~~
thx thx thx very veyr very much!
^^
hehe

笨蛋

2009-08-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

死考试
臭考试
考试考试考试！！！
烦烦烦烦烦~~~
快快结束吧！
不要让我再痛苦下去了！

嘻嘻^^

Dailou here~

msn: keong_167@hotmail.com

im stupid...
who can teach me how to link?
hehe^^

2009-07-22T01:24:00.001+08:00

???

HihI

2009-07-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

鸟妈~~~
老子报到了！
哈哈

各位
新手上路
多多指教

这背景不美
但不会换背景
那一位高手能够指点指点@.@？

haha!!!

今天过得还不错！